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  <title>&lt;&gt;In My Head&lt;&gt;</title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 20 Oct 2006 17:48:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>carrot cake, carrot cake have ye any nuts?</title>
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  <description>well hello all, as usual when i should be doing something im doing something else unrelated instead..ie homework and housework = email and lj.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i went on an impromptu trip to Guelph on wednesday, i figured it was about friggin time and i stayed there at tara&apos;s. when i got there it was late-ish, fell asleep to little britain &amp; smartfood, then woke up the next day to go for a mini tour around guelph U. and the guelph area with tara. i then went home, got horribly lost by cleverly chosing the 404 South, and had lil cry while wondering if i was ever gonna make it home before my cell phone dies out...a well awkward and dodgy situation for sure....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i went to night school, met up with keith and attempted to plan costumes for halloween (while we &quot;intellectually&quot; chatted about our lives, in a mcdonalds, because ya kno...we both love to talk about ourselves, esp. in a classyplace such as that lol). after the guelph drive i think i will gladly and more then willingly be taking a bus to windsor nxt fri w. keith. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i called maisa the other day out of the blue to see how she is and we&apos;ve been talking back an forth for a few days, she called me this morning and we talked for awhile. she&apos;s pretty much the same except for a few positive and definate changes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh my friend from Cuba, Yordi has finally come to canada, i sent him an email today because i can&apos;t wait to see him. i have known this guy for almost 6 years and i love him to death, its about time he was here with his wife, im super happy for them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;apart from all of the above drama because you know, THERES SO MUCH DRAMA (that i make for myself), im keeping busy with endless school work and walmart slave..im mean shifts...and i can&apos;t wait to go see LADY SOVEREIGN on TUESDAY (make way for the ESS-OH-VEE) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TAKE CARE ALL, ciao</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 06:50:09 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i went to school for what seemed the longest day ever, got on the ttc, freya then fettched me and my family and I went out for steve&apos;s birthday! (no close calls this time) im comatosely tired 4 hrs of sleep and karaoke will do that to ya.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:49:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>procrastination&amp;other fun stuff</title>
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  <description>fuck u kno ur bored/should be doing something else when u update ur lj...today was a loooong SNOWY day..how bad do i wanna punt that groundhog right now? pretty badly..mmhhm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank god i have tommorrow off because this week so far is eating me alive and monday is barely over!! i had an 800 word paper due today (or next week?)by midnight and in my struggles to get home from school and do everything but this paper, i succeeded in not finishing this paper worth 15%...now by being the worst procrastinating mother f-er the world has seen i am slowly tossing,tossing,tossing my hard borrowed college tuition money into the crapper never to be seen again unless i am generously granted the extension i desire until 8am tommorrow morning. okai the assignment premise was to write a research paper, 800 words, citing my resources about a recent news event and how it relates to my purchasing class...easier explained then done TRUST ME..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i emailed my england family and my aunt replied that she&apos;d love to have me but hasn&apos;t much room whatever that means...so i need to phone her and talk to her about this prospective trip in may.&lt;br /&gt;neil &amp; jon are apparently going to Ireland in the summer, and have a radio show on tuesdays at 11pm it begins tommorrow here&apos;s the link if y&apos;all are interested www.fusionradio.ca it should be entertaining at the very least, also at the website u can listen to it live online...i learned all this on friday when i semi-awkwardly chilled with neil (same ol), bernie (alot nicer then the guy i used to know),rich (quite colourless, yet entertaining) &amp; jon (awkward fellow as always) as well as lisa &amp; vanessa first to watch carlo meriano play acousticaly in the coffee shop, then for poker at neil&apos;s. it was nice to see the girls and a few of the guys... but it would have definately been way less awkward if only jon had not kept asking me questions about my sexual experiences AND if only i could play poker even at all...! hey bernie even offered to drive me home, COO. I GOT BEDOUIN SOUNDCLASH TICKETS (March 4th) FINALLY &amp; I THINK I MIGHT GET TO MEET THEM TOO! MY FRIEND VALEYIA HAS KNOWN ONE OF THEM FROM JK-OAC...coo! i&apos;m excited f&apos;sho.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things I have learned= Don&apos;t get involved in the guys poker night, i need my G2 a-snap AND I really need to clean up my life! (also my room)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;w/evs thats just me for now love2all</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jan 2006 05:48:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I forgot i had one of these...HERE Y&apos;ALL GO</title>
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  <description>okai i wish i weren&apos;t to lazy to update this bad boy betta, and mebbe throw in some propa pronuciations and spellings but i don&apos;t caiiir. (and im sleepy)so i was late for work again 3rd time this week (i should be fired, but surprisingly am not), i went to the dentist the other day and through a cruel twist of fate had a checkup (unscedualed)which led to me having bleeding gums and 4 freezing needles in my mouth, in short it FUCKING SUCKED bad. chris was home last night for the night but i missed her bcuz the communication was off...ie i had previous plans to go out to see a friend Julie in mississagua (SP?) and they never flew so i ended up going to Earl of Witchchurchi  s.ville, drinking meeting a chap named Ronald Ben..etc and he paid for ur cab home bcuz he said he couldn&apos;t stand to see a mexican walk home in the cold (i was with levi &amp; freya) so we were like sweet! when i got back i drunkenly set my alarm and clearly i did it wrong bcuz when i woke up at &quot;&quot;8:20&quot;&quot; it was actually 11:20 WTF?WTF?WTF? so i was late today........i fail.......school this week is everyday cept&apos; TUESDAY and it&apos;s gonna be a busy FUCKING- LONG-ASS semester, but i think it&apos;ll be fun! all i hafta do is appeal my friggin english mark because my savage of a teacher didn&apos;t like me.....i signed up to go snowboarding? (i&apos;ll most def. break myself doing that F&apos;SHO) and tubing (slightly safer only slightly tho) im excited/ scared fo my life.&lt;br /&gt;i have my fave teacher and i&apos;m really excited about her class i have it fridays 11:30-2:20 this lady knows her shit honestly i f&apos;ing love her, she&apos;s 28 and really knows how to communicate with us in such a way that just ROCKS. (I ADDED AN ENGLISH TO MY TIMETABLE TO MAKE IT 8 CLASSES/week)(im screwd)(F&apos;SHO)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;IM READING A BOOK&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt; A Million Little Pieces, By James Frey&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m addicted to that damn book i can barely put it down i just keep wanting to know whats going to happen next to this guy, goddamn its good. Oprah knows her shit, F&apos;SHO. Sarah ur sister was reading it right? and my mom got her copy from her occasional friend as a gift, its interesting although thought by some to be very fabricated????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mastercard f me up, i really only should be paying $78/month not $400...:}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Freya is really getting to me right now bcuz i see this selfish side of her alot more lately..since when did getting married make u forget how u were raised? since now i guess...i called her a bitch at dinner..uncalled for?? (umm i think not)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my room is the cleanest its maybe ever been, and all my laundry is almost done....there were mountains of it for serious (gross i know, i also have way to many clothes)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MY I WANNA LIST&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;get my G2 (im sooooo scared, i don&apos;t feel safe on the road)&lt;br /&gt;go to england in the summer&lt;br /&gt;redecorate my room&lt;br /&gt;actaully send off my application to go work on a cruise ship for 3 months :|&lt;br /&gt;do well this semester in school&lt;br /&gt;actually visit tara in guelph&lt;br /&gt;see sarah&apos;s new place in may (may 4th-ish)&lt;br /&gt;spend more time with friends&lt;br /&gt;get a better job?&lt;br /&gt;go to momentos&lt;br /&gt;get a 2001 Jeep Grand Cherokee ($6000, used) good idea? bad idea?((I DON&apos;T REALLY LIKE THE CAR BUT ITS CHEAP RIGHT?? AND HAS WHEELS...))[I PROBABLY WON&apos;T BUT WHATEV)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i saw wedding crashers on dvd tonight(where is ben stiller? they left him outta this one eh?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anywho maybe i&apos;ll remeber to update again soon...??? &lt;br /&gt;ONLY IF UR LUCKY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LONG DISTANCE HUGS :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PS also at some point i will write all about my trip back to brisas (NOV)</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jul 2005 14:45:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>everything</title>
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  <description>listen...i havn&apos;t updated in a thousand billion, bedillion years so heres a lil taste/ all that i can remember for now&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-i work at Giant Tiger con the faboulous Sarah pretty much every day of the week as a cashier &lt;br /&gt;- yes i still work at McD basically whenever i&apos;m not working at GT which convieniently provides me with a paycheck the opposite week to GT (handy)(filthy handy actually)&lt;br /&gt;-the 2 weeks before the Bellville weekend i went to Momentos on Yorkville both wednesdays where my sister&amp;fiancee attempted to set me up with Fernando and Hector both  too old for me (31 &amp; 29 + 2 kids) OYE VEY! All in all i had a greta time at the club and it really did me good to go out and dance mi ass off to the music i oh so love&lt;br /&gt;-i went to Belleville last weekend met a guy named Aaron on the bus we hit it off and i got his number, which would be wierd if he weren&apos;t moving to the T. like he is hmmm (he&apos;s really sweet and nice, not to mention good looking)&lt;br /&gt;-once the bus ride was over i got picked up by lovely Miss Shannon at the station and continued on for a weekend of cottaging, drinkin (minimally), 4 Wheeling through swamps, getting just murdered by mosquitos, hamburgers, hanging out in Napanee with Claire &amp; Shannon, Chilufya, Good times&lt;br /&gt;-after getting back to Scar. Town Cent. got picked up late by Freya &amp; Honey (Levi) and his mom who had just come that friday from Mexico and speaks maybe two words of english (she is just an adorable person)&lt;br /&gt;-all this week i have been working like a whore i paid my whole year&apos;s tuition on wednesday (wit mastercard) and wish my papiers for citizenship would come in the mail bcuz apart from Honey i am the only one in houuus who isn&apos;t citizenized yet DAMNNIT&lt;br /&gt;-SARAH&apos;S PARTY FRIGGIN ROCKED&amp;gt; melon &amp; peachy drinks, shitloads of ppl, good music, surprises, Windsorites Tanille &amp; Steph were in attendance, Neil and Jon each brought lady friends ie. I definately lied about not so much like-ing him anymore cuz i was frigging jealous (its like a cold i can&apos;t shake, i need to move on....!!!), anyway he still has my belt and if this girl is his gf i need that belt even more now for some reason..(IM A FAG and deserve to be shot) YUP! what a strange mix of ppl i must say good times&lt;br /&gt;-RIBFEST &amp; BluesFest at Mkm Fair Grounds with Sarah, Chris, Ashley, Keith (my ribbing tagteam partner) and Steph &amp; Tanille....man i ate sooo many friggin ribs and they were good...YES...but ill feeling making ohh...Listen i bought a bracelet and a belt made from coconut shell yessss i can buy anymore though as cool as they are&lt;br /&gt;-after we watched The Goonies (&quot;Hey u guuuuuys!&quot;) and princess Diaries (which i love)and ate ice cream &lt;br /&gt;- now its sunday and i fear the work week ahead as i sit and partially watch Emeril do his thing on the tv, im tired and am going to a bbq at Levi&apos;s brother&apos;s house (who we just recently found out is also an illegal immigrant) shit son what is it with those Murillo boys.....meh should be interesting im trying to revive my spanish so as not to look dumb when speaking to their madre Lupita...&lt;br /&gt;-the wedding is on Aug 15th&lt;br /&gt;-my friend Darren has moved to Newmarket and maybe i&apos;ll axctaully get to see him sometimes now&lt;br /&gt;-thats all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hasta Luego,&lt;br /&gt;love Hayl</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Mar 2005 10:02:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>SARAH&apos;S B-DAY W/END</title>
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  <description>shit its been a fucking long time since my last post but here goes i went for that R.A interview and didn&apos;t get it and was sad at the time but it&apos;s been soo long now that i no longer care about it, i&apos;m glad tho that i became tight with CLAIRE, SHANNON,(who both are gonna be R.As nxt yr) and HELEN who all i only jus got to start know on the marathon R.A interview day, and have been wicked tight with them since, umm manni is still fine as can be BUT is currently diddling Ginger so no thanks to that (i am fairly over him), oh hmm my 19th it was almost awful but thanks to Claire, Alina (my best res friend), and Chilufya (who i only had met afew days before my birthday who i now fucking love to death) it was saved! jon called me a bitch (ASSHOLE) and neil was frustrating as usual...chris was un well but all in all it was a fun time i think i never actually got drunk tho...sarah called at midnight which was fucking-a and yah..i got a sweet straightener, some awesome clothes, the kelly clarkson &amp; Jlo cds and so other wicked stuff today a shirt (from tara) lip stuff&amp;earrings (ash), gift certificate (keith) SNAZZY EH?...yah the last part is the hence to my confusion/irritation...but oh well...okai i met a boy named chris on the 10th becuz he was having a birthday party due to his 20th birthday being on the 12th of march (My 19th being the 13th, CRAZY EH?) he asked coco &amp; claire for my email and we&apos;ve been talking an chillin since then so...oh in th past week i went out for helens b-day at jack astors on friday, then the red room and chris&apos;s party after (jasmine came along to all ofthe events of th night) fun.fun an more fun, also i decided to stay up all night wit alina and claire the other day (tues night i believe) after watching Selena (i love that movie) in the lounge wit Helen and claire i didn&apos;t feel tired at all cuz i had napped from 1:30-7pm.., monday i was fuckin overloaded wit hwk due tues so i was stressin....um sat i closed at mcdicks and then got my boss to drive me back to res to celebrate wit helen who had sadly passed out by the time i got there...i proceeded to take JD straight 5 shots, 1 shot of rum and chase them all with my cuba libre...i was M-A-s-H-e-D lol and i kept saying dumb things and i had a heart to heart with shannon and claire oh man....*DRUNK*, also Helen an Claire bought me a box of crayons (yay) and we had a coluoring book&amp;pie night on st patty&apos;s day,i had to explain to coco what saint patty&apos;s day was...awww...those damn latinos..lol..on wedneday night i went to chilu&apos;s and watched cellular with him, alina, lukie (chilu&apos;s roomate), chris and noel (alright movie) and yesterday being thursday shannon left to home (Napanee) for the weekend and i watched Ray with chris (good flick) chris seems like a decent guy so who knows..? Noel seems to have this thing about grabbing my belly, lord knows i hate the flub, Noel thinks its cute an wants to take it back to Jamaica with him i said he can have it..lol anyway i&apos;ll update sooner when i have more to say laters y&apos;all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hasta luego&lt;br /&gt;Much love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.s i met astranger that knows me in tim hortons today....ODD also i say megan stefani last weekend very odd shes still super sweet tho..</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 10 Feb 2005 07:59:38 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>funfilled weekend as par usual when sarah an chris are in town...erm..in case anyone was wondering the sit uation with Mr. Venezuela is as follows i don&apos;t think there is any chance of anyting happening between us, its quite sad really because he is so damn cute...plus i thought we had something...STUPID BOYS...i think i hate em all!! last week got into the wicked biggest fight with my parents over something that that thought i should apologize for, which i didn&apos;t think i needed to, so for the weekend and until today i was the estranged daughter (there was a forced apology by me), i was sick of being told i wasn&apos;t welcome there (my house) until i apologized...ergggg..i hate compromising my values...!!! anyway kirsty stayed over wed-thurs (fun,fun), fri i escaped down to union very sneakyily and picked up sarah whose train was wicked late, ate at harveys (sarah gave me my valentine, i luurve it) we trekked it back to Scar. and my res, lay around, then met chris at Scar.T.Cent. saw SONIA (sooo randomn) and then later went to chris&apos;s fo a lil shindig (oh man the booze), awesome time at chris&apos;s, very drunken, very awesome...lol...fun fun...hahaha woke everyone up soo friggin early (sorry guys) and neil volentarily drove me back to my res in time for &lt;br /&gt;9:30 when i met up with Shiva, Amanda, Ian and Noel to go to Shiva&apos;s (Don Mills &amp; Sheppard) for a Persian lunch, it was really cool an fun, after about 5-6 hrs Dion (shiva&apos;s roomate) drove me back to the res...i showered, then  went to see Rachael Newbury in J.C.S.S she was quite the lil dancing queen..then after that we got pizza an ate till we felt ill, i slept over, sun i had an awesome meal with sarah and her granparents yumm...to be continued.................................</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2005 18:36:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>where i&apos;ve been</title>
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  <description>shit well as a quick sum up me an neil aren&apos;t going to Windsor anymore as of yesterday due to too much school work, um mary my roomie is still awesome, i&apos;m starting my new job today at 3:30 ($8.50/hr) , we tried to go to red room again cuz im an optimist, but sadly after walking there and me freezing my shoulder tips off we found it had shut down like 2 hrs early, for coming out they are gonna give us some free shit (tshirts, or something) meh sweet! i had a heart to heart with neil and it turned out to be the longest and first REAL convo i think i&apos;ve ever had with him, it was nice...&amp;gt;&amp;gt;  : )  &amp;gt;&amp;gt;sarah might be coming home the first weekend of feb now as it turns out, and well damn oh i got my meningitus C shot on tues (it was free from my school) and my arm still hurts like a savage...wtf is that all about...owie.... errm i think im gonna try making my hair curly today but its a lot of effort, yay one two step is on the radio, i fucking am obsessed with that song...i swear chris i will learn that dance lol!! (&quot;i love it when u one two step&quot;) oh i was eating lunch/ skipping demensions and who appeared but HEATHER HOSICK, wandering around like a lost lamb in my cafeteria...aww she&apos;s soo fucking adorable, thats the only way to describe her seriously...she&apos;s pretty much the same only she seems to have direction, which is good i&apos;m happy for her, she might come to centennial nxt yr so that&apos;d be cool, we chilled for a good hr then we both hadta run...it was refreshing...also she told me that sarh and chris are good people and that there should be more good people like them nowadays....lol..i jus love the kid.. anyway i gotta go shower before work (EXCITED) an oh also i&apos;m gonna try to get into government on firday, with my peeps from centennial (mel, alena, amanda, shiva, dionne, and ?mary?) i think it&apos;ll be fun and it&apos;s only 5 buckeroos for bus, cover and bus back here so yah, im excited about that too, i applied to be an R.A for next year so i hope i get it....fingers crossed....any way i gotsta get fed and clean so&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LATERs My LOVes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ghetto girl, hayl</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 00:41:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>more surveys yah thats right</title>
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  <description>About you...&lt;br /&gt;-- Name: HAYLEY&lt;br /&gt;-- Age: 18&lt;br /&gt;-- Birthdate: March 13, 1986&lt;br /&gt;-- Birthplace: SOME HOSPITAL IN BEXLYHEATH, KENT, UK&lt;br /&gt;-- Eye color: Brown&lt;br /&gt;-- Hair color: MED-DARK BROWN&lt;br /&gt;-- Height: 5&apos;5&quot;&lt;br /&gt;-- Righty or lefty: Righty&lt;br /&gt;-- Zodiac Sign: PISCES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Random...&lt;br /&gt;-- Your heritage: ENGLISH, INDIAN-PORTUGUESE&lt;br /&gt;-- The shoes you wore today: MY BLACK REYKJAVIKS (PLATFORM RUNNERS)&lt;br /&gt;-- Your weakness: FREE STUFF AND THE CHANCE TO HAVE FUN&lt;br /&gt;-- Your fears: ANY BUGS, DEAD ANIMALS, SCARY MOVIES, SCARY LOOKING PPL, SEWER GRATES&lt;br /&gt;-- Your best friend(s): SARAH, CHRISTINE +  A FEW OTHERS&lt;br /&gt;-- Your perfect pizza: PINEAPPLE, GREEN PEPPER, CHICKEN&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your...&lt;br /&gt;-- Your most overused words on AIM: LOL OR JK&lt;br /&gt;-- Your thoughts first waking up: HMM WHAT CLASS DO I HAVE IN 15 MINUTES&lt;br /&gt;-- Your favorite physical feature: MY ARMS AND LEGS FROM THE KNEE DOWN LOL UM MY EYEBROWS (NOW)&lt;br /&gt;-- Your bedtime: WHEN I CAN&apos;T TALK ANYMORE&lt;br /&gt;-- Your most missed memory: ANYTIME I&apos;VE DONE SOMETHING TRUELY DUMB AND MY FRIENDS WERE DOING IT WITH ME, ALSO I MISS THE CONFIDENCE I USED TO HAVE MORE OF&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Favorite and either or...&lt;br /&gt;-- Soda: SPRITE&lt;br /&gt;-- Fast food joint: BOURBON ST GRILL/ POPEYE&apos;S &lt;br /&gt;-- Single or group dates: GROUP IF THERE MIGHT BE AWKWARDNESS&lt;br /&gt;-- Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS&lt;br /&gt;-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: NESTEA&lt;br /&gt;-- Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE&lt;br /&gt;-- Cappuccino or coffee: CAPPACINO&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you...&lt;br /&gt;-- Smoke: NOT REGULARLY AND NOT CIGARETTES&lt;br /&gt;-- Cuss: MAYBE TOO MUCH&lt;br /&gt;-- Sing: ALWAYS&lt;br /&gt;-- Take a shower every day: EVERY OTHER DAY OR WHEN I FEEL UNCLEAN&lt;br /&gt;-- Have a crush: NOPE&lt;br /&gt;- Do you think you&apos;ve been in love: NO...POSSIBLY...WHO KNOWS?&lt;br /&gt;-- Want to go to college:I WANNA GO TO CENTENNIAL WHEN I GROW UP&lt;br /&gt;-- Like high school: I F-ING LOVED IT AT THE TIME, AND LOOK BACK FONDLY&lt;br /&gt;-- Want to get married: YES ONE DAY&lt;br /&gt;-- Believe in yourself: IF IM SURE YES OTHERWISE IT DEPENDS&lt;br /&gt;-- Get motion sickness: IF I ATTEMPT TO READ AND ITS A LONG TRIP&lt;br /&gt;-- Think you&apos;re attractive: WELL I&apos;M NOT BUTT UGLY, BUT I COULD DO WITH MORE EXCERCISE&lt;br /&gt;-- Think you&apos;re a health freak: NO BUT I DO EAT AND DRINK THINGS THAT ARE GOOD FOR ME DESPITE THIER TASTE (...ERR GREEN TEA AND FLAX BAGELS, IM ADDICTED)&lt;br /&gt;-- Get along with your parents: YES WE HAVE AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP&lt;br /&gt;-- Like thunderstorms: YES AND NO THEY FREAK ME OUT SOMETIMES&lt;br /&gt;-- Play an instrument: NO I WISH THOUGH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the past month have you...&lt;br /&gt;-- Gone to the mall: NO&lt;br /&gt;-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: NO&lt;br /&gt;-- Eaten sushi: NEVER!&lt;br /&gt;-- Been dumped: NO&lt;br /&gt;-- Made homemade cookies: NO&lt;br /&gt;-- Dyed your hair: YES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you get older...&lt;br /&gt;-- Age you hope to be married: 24-30?? OR WHENEVER THE PERFECT GUY COMES ALONG&lt;br /&gt;-- Numbers of children: 1 ADOPTED FIRST THEN, 1 LITTLE CURLY HAIRED GIRL&lt;br /&gt;-- Describe your dream wedding: ON A BEACH, EARLY EVENING, HIBISCUS FLOWERS EVERYWHERE, SURROUNDED BY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, A BREEZE, ME IN PLAIN-ISH WHITE DRESS, GROOM IN BLACK PANTS, WHITE DRESS SHIRT (SHORT SLEEVED) WITH A HIBISCUS BOUTONNIERE&lt;br /&gt;-- How do you want to die: SKYDIVING OR IN MY SLEEP (EITHER OPTION PREFERABLY PAINLESS)&lt;br /&gt;-- Where do you want to go to college: AT CENTENNIAL, SCARBOROUGH&lt;br /&gt;-- What do you want to be when you grow up: AN ACCOMPLISHED WORLD TRAVELLER, ALIVE WORKS TOO THO &lt;br /&gt;-- What country would you most like to visit: ITALY, SPAIN, AUSTRALIA, (APPARENTLY CHINA) SCRATCH THAT ALL OF THEM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a GUY&lt;br /&gt;-- Best eye color: ANYTHING STRIKE-ING GREEN/ BLUE&lt;br /&gt;-- Best hair color: DARK BUT REALLY ANYTHING BUT RED USUALLY WORKS&lt;br /&gt;-- Short or long hair: SHAGGY LONG OR SHORT AND STYLED&lt;br /&gt;-- Height: 5&apos;5- 5&apos;9&lt;br /&gt;-- Best weight: MEDIUM&lt;br /&gt;-- Style: PUNKY, LATIN, OR W/E AS LONG AS THEY CAN ROCK IT WELL&lt;br /&gt;-- Best first date location: DEPENDS ON THE FELLER&lt;br /&gt;-- Best first kiss location: W/E&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Number of...&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2 AT LEAST&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of CDs that I own: UMM A MILK CRATE FULL&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of piercings: 3 IN LEFT 2 IN RIGHT&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of tattoos: ZERO SO FAR&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: ONCE (ACTUALLY REFERRING TO ME)&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of scars on my body: TONS I&apos;M ACCIDENT PRONE-ISH&lt;br /&gt;-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A BUNCH BUT I TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT THEM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OTHER QUIZ THINGY&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection: HILARY DUFF OR KALAN PORTER OR GOOD CHARLOTTE (W/E I DON&apos;T CARE I LIKE IT)&lt;br /&gt;2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night: JUICE OR FOODWISE ERM...COLD CHICKEN FINGERS&lt;br /&gt;3. How much money would it take to give up the Internet for one year: LOTS AT LEAST A MILLION BUCKS&lt;br /&gt;4. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie: MIGHTY JOE YOUNG&lt;br /&gt;5. Do you have a completely irrational fear: UMM YES SCARY MOVIES CUZ MOST OF THAT STUFF WOULDN&apos;T HAPPEN&lt;br /&gt;6. What is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments: I BITE MY CHEEK/INNER LIP, PLAY WITH MY HAIR&lt;br /&gt;7. Do you know anyone famous: NAH&lt;br /&gt;8. Describe your bed: SLEEP INDUCE-ING&lt;br /&gt;9. Do you know how to play poker: TEXAS HOLD &apos;EM VERY BADLY DESPITE BEING TAUGHT BY LIKE 5 PPL&lt;br /&gt;10. What do you carry with you at all times: MY LANYARD (WITH RM KEY, MEAL PLAN/ STUDENT ID, HOUSE KEY), CELL&lt;br /&gt;11. What do you miss most about being little: BEING ABLE TO GET THINGS WITHOUT MONEY AND GETTING TOLD THAT MY SHITTY DRAWINGS WERE GOOD LOL&lt;br /&gt;12. Are you happy with your given name: YES I THINK ITS QWIRKY&lt;br /&gt;13. What color is your bedroom: DARK BLUE WITH SPACE WALLPAPER AND STARS&lt;br /&gt;14. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: I TRY&lt;br /&gt;15. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends:FRIENDS&lt;br /&gt;16. What&apos;s one thing you wish you could do but can&apos;t: TELEPORT DO THINGS FOR FREE&lt;br /&gt;17. What is your ideal marriage location: TROPICAL BEACH&lt;br /&gt;18. What&apos;s one instrument you wish you could play: VIOLIN&lt;br /&gt;19. Something you love and hate: MY F-ING PROGRAM AT COLLEGE&lt;br /&gt;20. What&apos;s one language you want to learn: SPANISH FIRSTLY THEN MANDARIN, THEN ANY OTHERS&lt;br /&gt;21. What do you order at a bar: CUBA LIBRE, SCREWDRIVER, VODKA 7, PINA COLADA, RUM PUNCH&lt;br /&gt;22. Have you ever pierced your body parts: NOPE I DON&apos;T TRUST MYSELF&lt;br /&gt;23. Do you drive stick: NOPE&lt;br /&gt;24. What&apos;s one trait you hate in a person: I AGREE IGNORANCE&lt;br /&gt;25. What kind of watch do you wear: NONE OR A SHREK CEREAL BOX WATCH&lt;br /&gt;26. Do you consider yourself materialistic: AT TIMES&lt;br /&gt;27. Favorite writing instrument: ALWAYS BLACK PENS THEY SEEM MORE PROFESSIONAL..?&lt;br /&gt;28. Do you prefer to blend in or stand out: A LIL BIT OF A AND A LIL BIT OF B&lt;br /&gt;29. Do you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex: NO&lt;br /&gt;30. What is one car you will never buy: A VOLKSWAGON BEATLE I F-ING HATE THOSE THINGS&lt;br /&gt;31. If you won the lottery, what would you do:  PAY OFF BILLS FOR LIFE AND BUY CLOTHES THRIFTYLY GO TRAVELLING AND BRING ANONE ELSE WHO WOULD WANNA COME!&lt;br /&gt;32. Burial or cremation: W/E AS LONG AS I GET MY SOUL TAKEN IT&apos;S ALL GOOD&lt;br /&gt;33. If you don&apos;t like a person, how do you show it: I TRY TO BE NICE ABOUT IT, OTHERWISE I CAN BE A BITCH&lt;br /&gt;34. What kind of first impression do you think you give people: WEIRDO...MAYBE THE NICE GIRL&lt;br /&gt;35. How many drinks before you&apos;re tipsy: IT DEPENDS THE BEVERAGE OF CHOICE&lt;br /&gt;36. Have you ever done any illegal drugs: YES&lt;br /&gt;37. Do you think you&apos;re cute: AT TIMES&lt;br /&gt;38. Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends: NO I STRIP IN THE CAR AS WE DRIVE SOMETIMES&lt;br /&gt;39. Whats the most painful experience you&apos;ve ever had (emotionally and/or physically): ERM WE&apos;LL GO WITH PHYSICALLY AND FALLING DOWN STAIRS HURTS&lt;br /&gt;40. Favorite communication method: LIVE OR 2ND BEST THE PHONE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WOW I HOPE MY ANSWERS WERE ENTERTAINING BUT REAL, &lt;br /&gt;TAKE CARE HUGS&lt;br /&gt;H.</description>
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  <lj:music>MATT SKEEBA- GOOD FUCKING BYE</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>HUNGRY STILL</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 23:36:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>QUIZ-A-MA-JIG ON SARAH&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;YEH&amp;lt;&amp;lt;&amp;lt;</title>
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  <description>QUIZ-A-MA-JIG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sarah and I are: BEST FRIENDS&lt;br /&gt;Sarah is: FUCKING AWESOME &lt;br /&gt;Sarah isn&apos;t: FAKE&lt;br /&gt;Sarah makes me feel: COMFORTABLE WHEN I&apos;M BEING DUMBASS.&lt;br /&gt;One thing that I like about Sarah is: THAT SHE&apos;LL TELL ME WHEN I NEED TO GET A BACKBONE.&lt;br /&gt;If I could change one thing about Sarah , I would: MAKE WHERE SHE LIVES RIGHT NOW CLOSER.&lt;br /&gt;Sarah should: QUIT SCHOOL TO SAIL THE SEVEN SEAS/ GO ON VACATION WITH ME WHEN WE BOTH HAVE MONEY &lt;br /&gt;If Sarah were a color, she would be: RED&lt;br /&gt;If Sarah were an animal, she would be: A TIGER (RRRAR...JK,...I DUNNO)&lt;br /&gt;If Sarah were a candy, she would be: A CANDY WHISTLE (THOSE THINGS ARE GREAT)&lt;br /&gt;If Sarah were a song, she would be: YEAH-USHER (JUS CUZ I KNO SHE LIKES THAT SONG)&lt;br /&gt;I dislike it when Sarah: GETS MAD AT ME/ CALLS ME A STAIN (OR A CUNT)&lt;br /&gt;If I could be with Sarah right now, I would: MAKE SWEET SWEET LOVE ....JK...I WOULD HUG HER FIRST THEN WATCH DEAD LIKE ME ON HER COMPUTER &lt;br /&gt;If I could give Sarah one thing, it would be: A HIGH PAYING JOB/ or A TELEPORTING MACHINE&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes, when I think of Sarah , I: FANTASIZE...ERR I MEAN I UH..DAMMIT...JK...I CHUCKLE TO MYSELF/ LAUGH ABNOXIOUSLY OUT LOUD&lt;br /&gt;Sarah and I have: SO MANY ADVENTURES UNDER OUR BELTS AND SO MANY MORE TO HAVE&lt;br /&gt;One thing that makes Sarah different is her: ABILITY TO BE UNIQUE IN A CROWD OF SHEEP...BASICALLY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANYWAIZE IM OUTTIE&lt;br /&gt;LOVE Y&apos;ALL BYE BEBS</description>
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  <lj:music>GOODBYE FRIENDS C.D</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>HUNGRY?</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 23:09:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Randomness and such</title>
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  <description>um k i think this thing is freaky...lol&amp;gt;&amp;gt; is it true??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table style=&quot;font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;&quot; cellspacing=&quot;0&quot; cellpadding=&quot;2&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;form action=&quot;http://memegen.net/viewmeme.pl?meme=1074625254&quot; method=&quot;POST&quot;&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th colspan=&quot;2&quot; bgcolor=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#DDDD88&quot;&gt;Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.hjfgsdhf.com&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#DDDD88&quot;&gt;morning_prayer&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/th&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#333333&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FFFFFF;&quot;&gt;Your first full name&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#DDDDAA&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #000000;&quot;&gt;&lt;input type=&quot;text&quot; name=&quot;Your first full name&quot; value=&quot;Hayley&quot; size=&quot;20&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#333333&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FFFFFF;&quot;&gt;Your personality rates a&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#DDDDAA&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #000000;&quot;&gt;12&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#333333&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FFFFFF;&quot;&gt;your best quality is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#DDDDAA&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #000000;&quot;&gt;youre a sweetheart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#333333&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FFFFFF;&quot;&gt;your worst quality is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#DDDDAA&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #000000;&quot;&gt;sometimes you want perfection&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#333333&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #FFFFFF;&quot;&gt;this is because&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td bgcolor=&quot;#DDDDAA&quot; style=&quot;border: 1px solid black;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #000000;&quot;&gt;you were always this way&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;input type=&quot;hidden&quot; name=&quot;un&quot; value=&quot;morning_prayer&quot;&gt;&lt;input type=&quot;hidden&quot; name=&quot;meme&quot; value=&quot;1074625254&quot;&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; align=&quot;center&quot; bgcolor=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;input type=&quot;submit&quot; value=&quot;Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; align=&quot;center&quot; bgcolor=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;-1&quot; color=&quot;#FFFFFF&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://memegen.net/&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#DDDD88&quot;&gt;Quiz created with MemeGen&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/form&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;meh who knows? anyway red room was sucktacular oh well, and Mel is driving me nuts, classes are sweet and i&apos;m wicked happy that sarah chris were able to find places for nxt yr YAY GUYS!!, Freya got propsed to and engaged on Friday night which was great and im sooo excited for them, the weekend was spend doing family type stuffs so...eh...fun fun i had a really weird dream last night in which i was going to china with yas....very odd..if u care to know i&apos;ll elabortae if not then i&apos;ll save u the reading, hahaha i&apos;m avidly planning a trip to WINDSOR for THURSDAY FEB 3-SUNDAY the 6th any takers?? so far it&apos;s neil and myself and possibly keith/ashley/nicole from GT...?? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMG i had my eyebrows and my upper lip threaded and tweezed last night in a surprise attack from SHIVA and her sister,( oh man i love that kid..she persian and she&apos;s just sooo sweet, shes always doing stuff for other ppl awww...) it hurt almost like a bitch, but wasn&apos;t super bad, i did shed a tear tho of pain (i;ll admit it) but just one im no wuss-ass..lol..., i made my hair obscenely straight after school today with Alena&apos;s (my across the hall neighbour) straightener which is really goood so with the hair and the new &apos;brows&apos; i look relatively sweet today...YEH! lol..PLUS i&apos;m fully wearing my A.R.F t-shirt yah..oh the nostalgia..hahaha i miss everyone and really want a digital camera so i can post pics of ppl round here and such....oh i was in math class today and it occured to me that my teacher was definately teaching us how to add fractions (SERIOUSLY) so i was like WAIT deja vu of grade four...i&apos;m going on our break and not coming back so i did so and like any good corruptor i got freya,mel, and naema to do the same haha stupid grade for fractions...what a dumb class....honestly last week we learned how to multiply numbers (ie 0x2...no joke...i swear) so its gonna be an A++ for sure lol i&apos;m gonna go search for food until nxt time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tk care my darlings&lt;br /&gt;love ya&lt;br /&gt;HAYLEY</description>
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  <lj:music>Jimmy Eat World-Pain</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 11 Jan 2005 19:48:44 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>okai so i miss everyone alot...mmm and i am planning a visiting trip to as many as i can.....hmmm i don&apos;t feel much like typing but i&apos;ll prolly call around tonight, i plan to sneak into the club on campus, red room tommorrow so we&apos;ll see&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love u, au revoir&lt;br /&gt;moi</description>
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  <lj:music>tappity,tap,tap on the library computers</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jan 2005 23:25:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>moving, adventure, more moving and ish</title>
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  <description>okai okai where to start..&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SUN i moved into rez exciting but weird, the whole family came to move me in, rm 423, 4th floor, awesome the same as sarah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MON some of ma girls (yas then sarah, tara an chris) came to my rez to visit moi, which was wicked exciting and i was glad that they could come, we then went to golden griddle where we ate some yum food, collected some condiments...teehee and then sadly parted ways..i sat around bored for awhile then anxiously awaited meeting my new roomie..., i got my dad to take me back to stouffville in anticipation of the plans of the following day, once in the s dot chris came an picked up me an sarah who both went to sleep over at her place..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TUES we had agreed to meet neil at b.a for about 11:30, but due to hair straightening, and dead like me of the night before we couldn&apos;t haul ass in time to actually get up..(+ Chris never set any kind of alarm so..lol..*chuckles*), we awoke to neil calling my cell, at about 12:30 asking what was going on...errr..oops!..lol...(u gotta love how neil expected us not to be there at 11:30 so he didn&apos;t go either..lol), anyway when we finally got ourselves sufficiently less ugly-fied we left , got neil, and went to b.a to visit shlecter, some other teachers who i didn&apos;t have and titus (who totally reminded us of Steve Zissou), and ehlers who decided to make a spectacle of us and our chosen schools to his current class...lol.. we also saw diblee, pyle and cournoyea (love em!)they were schooling it up, courtney and foy (loong time no see) who were randomnly also visiting (crazyness)and tanya and winkler (which was sufficiently awkward bcuz of whatever with me and winkler AND twofold because i hadta tell neil the whole story..) after that we got tim&apos;s, sarah hadta pee so we sorta got into a macedonian orthodox church basement where we searched for a bathroom...only to get freaked out by the guy in the church and scare the be-jesus out of him at the same time....lol we caught the bus after and go-bused it downtown, did the queen street thing (fun fun), met neil&apos;s cousin (nice fellow), saw Finding Neverland (- half and hr)at Canada Square theatre, then missioned it back to our respective dwellings , mine being at rez, we parted ways at scarborough town center and then i returned to &quot;my hotel room&quot; where sleep was had...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WED school *shudder* i had marketing, then human resources, then dimensions in tourism which all seem alright so far...i showed naema (my same b-day buddy) and mel my room and quickly found out from front desk that my roomate wasn&apos;t coming and that they were moving me!!! arrrrrr ANGRY i voiced my annoyance to front desk and they had a slew of excuses lined up so i was just irratated...i asked them where i was to be put and they said rm 328, 3rd floor i reluctantly agreed then went to meet my new roomate MARY who is awesomely nice, and oddly like me...hmmm...i got mel to help me move all my shiznaki to the new spot and spent the rest of last night moving furnature and organizing the super bigh room as well as talking with Mary and two new potential friends Aleena (sp?) and Amanda....good times...somewhere in the midst of this sarah and chris came by and met the roomate as well as mel, aleena, and amanda and we all got along swimmingly (lol)as far as i&apos;m concerned..and sarah good resolution..he is a pest tho still...hmmm...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THURS day off day yay slept in lazed around, cleaned and set up more, watched pet miracles (soo cute, what a brave puppy) woke sarah up, watched more t.v, man in the iron mask...then headed to get food but failed because it closed earlier then i thought...anyway who knows i think sarah an chris are coming to cut and dye my hair tonight?? or tommorrow??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways laters y&apos;all love ya</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 30 Dec 2004 19:43:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>deviousness and re-trickery</title>
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  <description>okai heres the situachion, k.. im gonna try and thhrow a new years party and if my folks don&apos;t like it tough..umm no actually ill ask them/ beg them today i know exactly what cards to play so..eeeee good luck to me i suppose...shaun of the dead funny, funny movie saw it last night and the events of the night before last are perfectly depicted by both sarah and tara..hehehe..ummm so everybody keep tommorrow free and i&apos;ll work my magique...either call me tonight or i&apos;ll call u..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fair thee well&lt;br /&gt;hayley</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 13 Dec 2004 22:36:40 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I have my blue contacts finally and &lt;center&gt;MY EYES STING LIKE A BITCH,&lt;/center&gt; but they look friggin wicked! they totally don&apos;t look like my eyes its crazy.. haha oh man the vainity is rediculous..lol..i did my eng exam this morning (thats right in the a.m) it was an essay(i loathe them) which i had two hours to write comparing three essays I&apos;ve read, and it took me a whole hour to figure out what i was doing and how i should organize my ideas and then i wrote the entire 5 pg essay in the last hour....yo it was close and a half (and three smidgins)..lol..guess what my homework for tonight is?? to mix alcohols to make a drink for my beverage knowledge presentation tommorrow, and poor me i hafta taste test the drink...;)...how will i survive? im thinking pineapple juice, bacardi, grenadine, curcao and sprite(?) its a work in progress so who knows??..&lt;br /&gt;oh man...i have my christmas partay tommorrow and i&apos;m soooo excited to show everyone my contacts...eeeeeyyyee...anyway gotta go drink for homework ttyl&lt;br /&gt;take care&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;:)__;)__:)__;)&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Luurve Ya&apos;&lt;br /&gt;Hayley&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 12 Dec 2004 05:39:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>ARGGHH...(Possible head explosion likely)</title>
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  <description>okai so im &lt;blink&gt;wicked&lt;/blink&gt; bored right now..and i should be studying for my monday exam but would rather gauge out my own eyes then do that so forget it till at least tommorrow. due to the events of the week which have been discussed with i think pretty much all whom are involved, i have made things a tad awkward for others..&lt;b&gt;(?)&lt;/b&gt; and definately for myself...i apologize but i only said what i felt was necessisaire...Yas is home, which is awesome and soon so will everyone else... can&apos;t wait to see ppl..YAY..*lil jump for joy*, i have the oppertunaty to potentially buy a car for $1000, which is not too shabs plus the guy has already done work on it so i might jump on that...hmm...i hate exams but am super excited to move into res...currently (sarah reminded me earlier) that it&apos;s 2 weeks till christmas (well now 2 weeks less a day)so im becoming a tad frantic about the impending christmasness of it all including the gia-normous amount of presents to buy....errr...i&apos;m am so obscenely busy with absolute shit this week the only two good things are my: 1. McD&apos;s X-Mas Partay and 2. that the semester is over ON THE FRIDAY (Dec 17th), take a gander at this lil biotch&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MON:&amp;gt; ENGLISH: IN-CLASS ESSAY EXAM (i despise essays with a passion)&lt;br /&gt;TUES:&amp;gt; BEVERAGE KNOWLEDGE:FINAL DRINK PRESENTATION &amp; ACCOUNTING:EXAM REVIEW(sadly much needed)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;~MC&apos;D X-MAS PARTY~&lt;/center&gt; &lt;br /&gt;WED:&amp;gt; PRESENTING AND COMMUNICATING EFFECTIVELY:FINAL PRESENTATION (really hard) &amp; FOOD FUNDAMENTALS: EXAM &lt;center&gt;(considering we weren&apos;t told whats on the exam it&apos;ll be bitchin)&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;left&gt;THURS:&amp;gt; ACCOUNTING: EXAM (double arghh..its gonna be wicked hard)&lt;br /&gt;FRI:&amp;gt; GEOGRAPHY: EXAM (considering my teacher is a monster it&apos;ll be really hard as well)&lt;left&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;I HATE THAT THINGS WITH FRIENDS CAN GO BAD...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;`*fINAL tHOUGHT*`&lt;br /&gt;GRRRR iS iT bETTER tO sUGARCOAT sOMETHINGS? i hATE tHAT tHINGS wILL nEVER gO bACK tO nORMAL...wHATEVER tHAT uSED tO bE...hOW tHE hELL cAN sOME tHINGS cHANGE sOOO mUCH bUT oTHERS nOT sEEM tO cHANGE aT aLL?? i mEAN wHO kNEW tHINGS wOULD bE tHIS wAY?? &lt;br /&gt;(sorry i know that was randomn but w/e until next time, love you all, thanks to my friends for keeping me sane, oh how i miss feeling like everything is okai..)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tk Care&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 11 Nov 2004 21:20:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i have not fallen off the earth i&apos;m just lazy...and have little to no spare time</title>
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  <description>Okai considering the fact that i haven&apos;t updated in over a month, seems like less then that, i have alot to write! shit man i can&apos;t believe its been sooo long...how the hell do you back track that friggin much?? ahhh okai welll..i guess starting from today.&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nov 11&lt;br /&gt;slept in late-ish, had to go to school for eng, bev knowledge, and am now waiting until i ahfta go to accounting, im a little slicdexic today which is sad cuz i can&apos;t really communicate very well, and im trying to do a post...tres tragique(??)..ooo oh io handed in my final paperwork to move into residence this morning before english and i am very excited, i had to choose two pictures whichwould be used on my residence id cards and i definately chose the best pics of myself that i own..lol (crafty no?)im glad that i&apos;m in!! YAY! i have a bitchin lot of projects to do so it upsets me un petit peux..and a stress me alot also.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nov 10 &lt;br /&gt;Yesterday..i spoke to christine for about half an hour, and Julie called and we talked for about the same amount of time about various going-on-ings and was briefly entertained by some much craved Cuba tidbits..(yes i kno im a fag) in classes yesterday i made gazpacho and duchesse potatoes (turned out real nicely)and got 9/10 on it, which was pretty sweet, i also had presenting and communicating effectively which we did nothing in...boring but have started a project on Club Med..which&apos;ll be fun, when it&apos;s done that is..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nov 9 ....to be continued..</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2004 01:54:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Happenings of Hayl</title>
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  <description>hola mi chicas!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;como estas? (that one is for you sarah, tu practica tus espanol?) My word of the week is: *unfortunate*..lol..SORRY once again for this mother of a posting..&amp;gt;&amp;gt; BASICALLY I&apos;M VERY FRUSTRATED AND BORED WITH MY LIFE AND NEED SOMETHING NEW, ANYTHING!! IM JUST BORED YET ODDLY EXCITED, BUT FOR WHAT IM NOT SURE... &lt;br /&gt;Heres the Happenings of Hayl in reverse chronological order&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TODAY&lt;br /&gt;Went downtown wandered around for hours in my break from school, then bought 4 shirts which in total came to $26, not to shabs eh? i love my shice-ty ways anyway lol ate Eaton Center ManChu Wok and then fell asleep in the car on the way back to dropping Levi off at his Keele and Wilson apartment, by the time i got home all in all it was around 8 in the PM and im sleepy again?(tres odd) okai, when i got back i decided to ring down to Cuba to see how all mi amigas y amigos are and managed to get ahold of no other then DANIS, who managed to talk the talk as par usual(the Cuban way), and whom which speaks far better english then he ever did, allowing me to carry out an extreamely well communicated conversation, the convo ended up being about 15 minutes long and only ending because he had to get into costume to be in the &quot;cho&quot; as the father in their Romeo and Juliet &quot;Cho&quot;...its crazy talking to somewhere you&apos;ve been becuz i could hear the band i saw when i was there playing in the background on the phone(lol), all is well there.. i hope to get an email from him tommorrow, but it&apos;s funny how you can miss someone you havn&apos;t seen in a long time..JUST BTW he still talks about me to ppl..how sweet, and asks them how i am...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YESTERDAY (TUES)&lt;br /&gt;i caused huge problems because of my big mouth?? i talked to tara again an recieved some good news...yay...and potentially severely upset un buen amiga para mi (tara)(dammit)..Jon is an ass an i will not talk to him anymore, and thats a promise (unless its to tell him how much of an asshole he is), i hope mi amiga is ok. yesterday i had Levi help me write a email to mi cubanito Danis to find how he is and how everyone at Las brisas is also...the reason i needed the assistance? is because Danis&apos; english is no soo good and its alot easier when u have a fluent speaker helping you out.any ways i sent that off..i need to call him tho cuz otherwise he won&apos;t check his email...i want to contact another friend of mine who was a Brisas entertainer until he came to Toronto last week? Yunior...i&apos;d love to see him and see what he thinks of the t.o, and canada in general, im lookin into the matter for sure..i slept over at Levi&apos;s on this wicked fold out sofa-bed (tres comf) bcuz Freya is too lazy to come to get me in stouffville, meh w/ev its no biggie..im used to this ish by now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MON&lt;br /&gt;I had gay presenting an communicating effectively class the only reason to go to school an it was an hour long..(cuz we were late but still)..plz gauge my eyes out it was boredom at its best...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SUN&lt;br /&gt;i met chris at the mall. chilled around looked at picks, before that went an help sarah pick out some hair colur (dark brown..nice)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SAT&lt;br /&gt;Saw the Forgotten wit sarah, chris and Neil after laser questing it up for my brother&apos;s 12th b-day but that movie was the frickin weirdest god damn movie i ever seen in my life (excuse the bad grammer plz?)i mean i swear i peed my pants (not literally) 4 times..shit man it was one of those slow going shocker flicks it was rediculous to say the least, plus i had worked 6-2pm earlier in the day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FRI&lt;br /&gt;Went to go to tims wit keith, ash, sarah and chris, but made a detour to Garden Basket and got neil to come across the road after he was done work and we all chilled there for awhile, later we watched some pirated dodgeball on chris&apos;s computer after playing grounders at a very wet park..FUN! FUN! it was good times all around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i worked like a fiend the thursday before this and i find that i have now updated y&apos;all on my happenings for the week at least, as for montreal at new years now the list includes: Hayl, Chris, Neil, Ash?, Tara, Lisa, Raj?..hmm well..&lt;br /&gt;take care everyone luv ya all &amp; miss you all lots more!&lt;br /&gt;Ciao y Hasta Luego H</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 23 Sep 2004 02:45:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>hAPPY nEWS</title>
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  <description>okai i am pleased to report that i talked to tara for 2 hrs today an it was awesome we talked about alot of serious ish an man do i miss her,i talked to chris and katie rowen also which was wicked and i got rid of my friday shift!! chris an i are planning a montreal trip for new years an the prices are lookin highly reasonable so anybody interested lemme know its about 3-4 days, and approx $160/person for bus there and hotel...also for that price its 4/room.. sounds fun no? so far Tara, chris an i are in for sure any other takers?? Sarah? i can&apos;t wait to see sarah an chris friday hopefully sarah tommorrow even. there was this shice-ty lady at my school trying to sell us dollar store jewellery for hugely jacked up prices, so i was like to my friend mel, this is whacked up lets bounce! oh and these two guys were selling ripped cds an dvds yesterday so like my student ceter has totally turned into &quot;the shice-ty biz market&quot; hahaha i kicked ass at foozeball today againest this guy in the student center and i was pretty happy about it, we played like 7 games and we won most of them!! yeyeye i wonder what the guy&apos;s name is?? i forgot to ask..i almost fell asleep in food fundamentals...the class name makes no sense cuz its not FUN yet and it makes u DAM MENTAL lol i dunno anywaize i gotta go tty y&apos;all lata luv you&apos;s</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 05:14:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>huge entry update from sept 4th-20th</title>
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  <description>shit..well talk about neglecting the hell outta this thing..hmm where to start..okai well i started school on the 6th, which was quite the boring day all in all i had three classes with a two hr break between each..and thankfully we met this girl Melanie (black &amp; hilarious) who is in all of our classes, and who we spend all of our breaks with pretty much, actually we call her MelOn just cuz her name always gets cut off the attendance so the prof is like melon? melon? hahahaha. the whole first week of schoool went alright tres boring but alright just the same i guess.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*FUNNY STORY OF THE WEEK: &lt;br /&gt;I WAS TRYING TO BE ALL STEALTHY AND SLIDE ACROSS A DESK IN GEOGRAPHY(fri) CUZ I WAS TRAPPED IN A CORNER AND THE ENTIRE FREAKIN DESK COLLAPSED, I COULDA CRIED CUZ IT WAS B-R-U-T-A-L NOT TO MENTION PAINFUL BUT I AM LE RECOVERED BUT AWWW MAN IT WAS ROUGH!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my parents came home on tuesday night and of course the managed to point out all the things around the house that they didn&apos;t like as opposed to mention anything we did..typical!umm i think freya is gonna move out for sure now leaving me high and dry as far as transport to school goes..mmmgrr..shes even saying blah blah what furnature can i take? im like WTF MAN?..my family is messed..and its so gay i hate it! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there was soo much shit going on last week that i slept at Levi&apos;s house on Monday night, talked to sarah (and her two friends, they seem cool) then fell asleep, shamefully i admit i skipped school on tuesday and went to Yorkdale mall where i swear i saw the cutest guy ever who works in GUESS he asked me if Freya and i were latin (so i loved him right off the bat) and we talked a bit and he was super nice and told me i was quite the stylist..double yay for this guy he knows what to say..hmm..i didn&apos;t catch his name but Yorkdale is definately only 10-15mins away from Centennial so i will for sure find out! yup i know im a frickin dork..yup *hand motion*..i bought some new jeans and guess what? u can&apos;t see my ass crack when i sit down!! im excited by that for sure!! lol FREAK! *somebody yells from the crowd* lol i went home tuesday evening ate, slept, woke up went to school only to be bored to death..mmmrr..the only thing which consoled me was that yay! i could go clubbin that night with Freya and Levi(who i am super glad is around now) I LUURRVE going clubbin it soooo fun!! wEDNESDAY was Mexican Independance day so Levi wanted to go to this drinks included party at Momentos ($30), but when we got there we were made to wait out in the street for about an hr then they wouldn&apos;t let me in cuz they checked both mine and Freya&apos;s id&apos;s and being the same id it just didn&apos;t fly..so dicouraged Levi made a phone call and we end up walking right into this other club called Mana (on college street?) that was packed with Mexicans, figures.., and was introduced to un amigo a un amigo of Levi&apos;s: Manuel, who only knew how to say three words in english (I LOVE YOU...!)hahahaha so typically latin its rediculous but hey, can that boy dance, man i danced till my feet were gonna fall off, then later in the night right in front of him Levi translated that Manuel wanted to go out with me..lalalala...and that he knew i wasn&apos;t interested but i was soo &quot;beeeuuuutiful&quot; that he wanted to keep trying anyway (talk about guts/perseverence eh?) flattering for sure..tee hee...got happily buzzed off three strong rum and cokes..slept at Levi&apos;s that night went to school thurs morning came home did nothing then on fri worked 5pm&amp;gt;3am-ish went to sleep then worked sat 12-10:30pm today i&apos;ve done nothing but house chores an shit, sorting out and ballooning-it-up for stephen&apos;s 12th tommorrow actually today i guess it is now i am damn tired, so gnight all and &lt;br /&gt;BTW I FEEL KINDA LIKE I HAVE NO LIFE CONSIDERING ALL MY FRIENDS, OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT THEY WERE CAN&apos;T EVEN CALL ME TO SAY HI...CHRIS &amp; TARA I UNDERSTAND BUT SARAH HAS EVEN TALKED ME A TON SINCE AND I&apos;VE TALKED TO LIL PEPSI..WHAT I WONDER ARE OTHER PPLS EXCUSES? SORRY TO SOUND BITTER BUT ITS JUST HOW I FEEL.&lt;br /&gt;MUCH LUURRVE hAYL</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 04 Sep 2004 14:53:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The Goodbyes I Knew Were Coming..</title>
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  <description>okai so i worked yesterday and got sarah and chris to drive me, this gave me the perfect oppertunity to give them their uni survival kits..and eat lunch with them..lol and thanks to my skills of dancing and begging i was able to get off work at 8 instead of 10 yeye...i changed at work..then sarah picked me up and took me to the going away party being held at her house, i arrived to find that sarah and chris had put together a stouffville survival kit for me (awesome sunglasses, earrings, brownie mix, a pirate hat..an other great stuff)...aww..i got a lil choked up but recovered, man i love those two. It was good to see TARA (the first time practically all summer, and it was a hello and goodbye occasion), and those who hauled ass and came down to stouffville it was great to see y&apos;all too!(aSH, nEIL, bAGGIE, mCNALLY, kATIE pYLE, bERNIE, sIBBIT..)A few ppl came then went to another going away party (Fung, Dusky, Lisa..) ya kno there are some ppl that shoulda come but didn&apos;t and it&apos;s the ones that showed up (that could) i guess that matter,oh man Katie Pyle is hilarious, and shit am i gonna miss the three that are leaving this weekend!! Aww LISA i totally know how feel (as in i was in the same spot a few months ago), boys are stupid and often they don&apos;t realize they are being total idiots..! I LOVE YOU LISA! (I&apos;m glad u came back last night tho..) As we were saying goodbye i tried not too but i did start to cry but i didn&apos;t really start balling till i had to say goodbye to sarah when she dropped me off...wahhh i could not stop for like 20 minutes, then chris woke me up this morning and gave me my shot glass, and sometihng i forgot at sarahs last night and there i was half asleep crying in my front hall...wahhh...i miss them already and they&apos;re not even gone yet but i guess that&apos;s what happens when you have to say goodbye to your two best friends in the world! I KNOW I will be tres bored alot more now that i haven&apos;t got my stouffvillian company but c&apos;est la vie right? &lt;br /&gt;mY PARENTS ARE FINALLY COMING HOME TOMMORROW!!(so i have soooo obscenely much cleaning of my house to do its rediculous!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tAKE cARE, *hUGS*, mUAH, &lt;br /&gt;mUCH LOVE hAYL</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 20:05:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My College Adventure/ Orientation</title>
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  <description>today i went to my college:&lt;br /&gt;Centennial(markham rd. &amp; progress campus)for the first time and L-O-V-E-D it alot!! i already met this cool chick named Chloe who is doing the same program but in the complete opposite order that freya and i are doing it in..tres handy because we agreed that seeing as we&apos;re doing the half of the course shes doing in second semester and vice versa we are totally gonna split the book cost 3 ways then switch at the end of this semester..lol..is that clever or what?? haha also i have seen a nice looking fellow, (*cute*) who the president of the student association and i dunno there&apos;s somethin about him...HMM..anyway...it is such a multicultural campus its crazy, thier student ratio is like white ppl 25%, and other 75% its soo cool, im excited already!!yay! i met one of my profs and she is sooo nice, and plus Freya and i managed to coordinate or scheduales to a &apos;T&apos; so they are super convenient as far as travelling to and from school together (this might suck..cuz really can drive me nuts sometimes, all the time) but hey c&apos;est la vie, i got paid today.$..MMMMMMMmONEY..$&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ON A SAD NOTE ;(&lt;br /&gt;sARAH,cHRIS &amp; tARA aRE aLL mOVING aWAY lIKE tHIS wEEKEND sO wAHHH!! &lt;br /&gt;i hATE iT wHEN pPL lEAVE, MMmmnN i mISS y&apos;ALL aLREADY :( &lt;br /&gt;aND OF cOURSE yAS wHO sEEMS tO hAVE dISAPPERED??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tAKE cARE eVERYONE mUAH *hUgS*</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 01:20:28 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>what i have been up to</title>
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  <description>okai dokey.this is a mother of an entry forgive me plz??..haha aw geeze um hmm well last week i definately went to this club on WED called Momentos downtown, and its a latin club so..needless to say i was in heaven...lol..the combo of all the good looking hombres and the music just i had fun, i met a guy there actually a Cuban,(leave it to me to find a cuban on the club&apos;s Mexicano night..)..anyway he&apos;s a bit older but he&apos;s soo cute..and damn can that boy dance (a tres attractive feature i must say, but being a cuban it was obviously he could dance..) anyway i would like to see him again...but he has called me a few times to see if i wanted to do something so i think that when i am able to get down to the t.o next i would like to see him because having just recieved a phone call from him not more then 2 minutes ago where i just talked to him for about twenty i already know alot about him considering and the conversation seems to flow well..also he wants me to meet his cousin from Miami so im like hmm 2 cubanitos ......lol..jk..i think i want to get to know him some more but the age difference is an issue...THURS morning after sleeping over at my sister&apos;s bf&apos;s house who lives downtown (after going to the club) we had to drive back because Danielle, and I had to be back for various things which included Christine and my adventure to Sarah&apos;s cottage (where she had been since monday leaving me in stoufville tres alone an bored)..lol anyway..Christine came to mi casa and picked me up around 10-11ish and then we got dropped off at Aurora station in time for our bus to Barrie by Chris&apos;s mom (who still scares me btw)..we had a SUPER-long bus ride full of excitement, actually it was soo exciting i fell asleep from both tiredness of the night before (;P) and boredom..hahaha...geeze..after what seemed like years we finally arrived in Barrie to the sight of Sarah an her dad an her sis Rachael, it was quite the drive (maybe 45 minutes)long hehe then when we got to the cottage it was relaxin time and we went walkin, swalkin, we gymped it up, made smores(mmm) and watched this movie the first kid like twice...apart from this freaky-ass stuffed dear head on the wall the cottage was tres comf(and apart from some other questionable decor i wanted that cottage cause it was nifty or swifty as Racheal would say) it was a fun day and a bit for sure and as sad as it may sound the few days that Christine and I were sans-Sarah it was sucky and we missed her huge!! FRI was supposed to work but i had been feeling like i was gonna be sick for awhile so i was like screw feeling sick at work and i called in...then by like 9-10 ish my illness had miraculously left me (very odd indeed), and it had left me bored with nothing to do...so Danielle came over and i ended up the Fox &amp; the Fiddle  in Richmond Hill (very randomn i kno) it was fun and i love my sister&apos;s i.d it works everytime hehe (*devious*) SAT i worked like a fiend (8 monsterous hours and McDicks) rode ma bicyclette home in the rain (funfun) then i found out that my dad had been taken to the hospital in an ambulance, in England might i add, and possibly had a heart attack...that has been on mind since then and its not for sure when my rents and younger sibs will be home..very cray-ci (very)...its weird how u miss ppl...i helped sarah pack for windsor last night and it was fun in a im gonna friggin miss her so u gotta treasure the lil moments kinda way we also entertained Racheal and friend with stories (yah tag-teaming we&apos;re just awesome at it)..we had to be all shice-ty today when went to see maisa cuz sarah n christine wanted to say goodbye to her but we had to act like it was a coincidence that we were jus in the neightbourhood going for a stroll while really it was planned out..tricky..eh?? we (sarah, chris, sam &amp; me) went out for lunch prior to our lil Maisa visit (who i friggin LOVE and miss real bad...aww maisa..) and we saw Keith(yay) an miranda(yay) an Justyna (growl..grr) anyway im gonna go cuz me an sarah are up to something else and she will be over to sleep over at my house anytime now plus i needta eat some late dinner...hmmm soup maybe..also we are planning Sarah&apos;s going away &quot;MOCKTAIL&quot; party (hahaha aww Christine..god love her..she uses the air quotes way too much) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways take care everybody, love u all muah&lt;br /&gt;p.s. miss u yas *hugs*&lt;br /&gt;Ciao</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 20:10:34 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>okai, i think firstly i&apos;d like to mention that i&apos;m not friends with tequila anymore nor do i think i will be in the near future...puking a bunch of times kinda makes u a lil turned off by it...lol... the party thrown for almost no reason on friday went great..good turn out, and i saw a few ppl who i hadn&apos;t seen in a while which was great (lisa, mcnally, mike lamanna, karen, laura cornoyea, katie pyle, mike diblee, kanitch), it was great, because in keeping with tradition (Neil give-ing us shot glasses last party), we gave neil a gift also..heehee lots of jello, we definately made use of our shot glasses and i can proudly say that i had 6 shots, which is pretty good for a chick who it usually takes 3-4 coolers to get drunk..(which i regretfully used to chase those shots...eww i can never drink a pineapple bacardi breezer again...arg..funny story..we asked our friend Mike to get us our alcofrol as par usual, but he got denied at the l.c.b.o where he usually goes, so it appeared that it&apos;d be a dry party until i was like k, i have my older sister&apos;s id, she&apos;s twenty and we&apos;ve been confused for twins before, so lets see what magic i can work..,surely enough i strolled on in all casual-like grabbed a shppoing cart and proceeded to pick up $62 bucks worth of alcofrol and headed over to the check confidently i said hey how are ya? to the cashier who replied and then checked me out and i paid cash and was out of there! but wait they never carded me..tres bizarre, but ever so entertaining, who knew breaking the law felt so good?? lisa, my good friend, showed up with, no word of a lie, 3 car loads of ppl so needless to say, in my semi-drunken state (pre-tequila, if u will) i was a lil frantic, i&apos;m jus glad to say nothing was broken or stolen, and in conclusion it was still fun, those who took care of me are my fave ppl right now (i owe u all) and i have learned my limit..i think?? (:P)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Karen had a b-day jam at her house the next night, so yesterday night, and as per my promise i didn&apos;t drink a drop of alcofrol last night, and sarah an i took care of the drunk ones (princess an bom mostly) and i hafta say partying is not the same if ur not drinking, but debt repaid i still had fun chillin, realizing that M-A and i are gonna be college buddies and also going for a walk wif Neil, Sarah an of course Christine! JELLO, &quot;no grice danma&quot; i so wish i was in on that one but it was funny nonetheless! a certain friend of ours danced up a storm when we went for our walk and it was hilarious! being merely stoned which began to quickly wear off (or what seemed like quickly?) some conversations took place which just didn&apos;t make too much sense...aww neil &quot;disheartening..no disheartening&quot; OR there&apos;s always Jon with &quot;you didn&apos;t have someone to support you...no support you..i&apos;ll hand this one over to neil&quot; neil &quot;listen hayley..SU-PPORT YOU..&quot; lol hahaha..we gave karen quite the birthday present a deceptively gia-normous black n orange road pylon which i think she liked and later cuz me an sarah were dry as the desert we dropped a drunkish neil and a drunk jon (despite what he says) of at their houses and we return to mi casa to sleep the rest of the night away. Anywaize peace out y&apos;all ttys muah</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 18 Aug 2004 05:26:52 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>okai quite possibly the most hellish nightmarish trip to wonderland ever....i got to wake up and be at McD&apos;s for 8:30, only to find my ride partner Sarah(Q) decided to ditch and not go leaving me to go with the most annoying, nice, but very annoying Krystal..who btw is full of useless info and won&apos;t stop saying odd, odd things.. and two couple who were basically making out savagely in front of me the entire time..that, and some tainted NY Fries caused me to be physically sick and it also rained...hmm what else..?? the girl who drove us there, cuz we&apos;re too cool to take the school bus, managed to lock her keys in the car(genius), and also just fyi.. i was at wonderland for like 12 hrs, which means that i got to spend the day with my MC-friends, all day, and im just mad tired and...agghhh..Yas man tell me ur story...and haha i&apos;ve agreed to give away my first born to my friend Jaclyn and she has pledged to do likewise..i mean what&apos;s a first born between friends right? right? Jaclyn&apos;s boyfriend and my good friend Rob and i have a long standing joke going that i&apos;m black..lol..(obviously i&apos;m not) and so the other i decided that he could be black too, i mean if i could then so could he..haha..soo..the three of of us Rob, Jaclyn and i that: seeing as Rob an i are both &quot;of colour&quot; that i would make my first child with him and give it to jaclyn (hence the agreement) and she would do the same and there would be two kids from the same dad..haha..one &quot;black&quot; and one white.. OMG I TOTALLY REALIZE that i sound like i belong in a home for that last SpcHeel but i know if u had been me today u would have found other ways such as even these fore-mentioned crazy ones to spend the longest day everrr..oh also btw i made it back to mi casa via big yellow school bus around 10ish so yah.. as i said im mucho tired and gotta sleep, so take Care everybody! and I love u&apos;all byeeee</description>
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