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well hello all, as usual when i should be doing something im doing something else unrelated instead..ie homework and housework = email and lj.

i went on an impromptu trip to Guelph on wednesday, i figured it was about friggin time and i stayed there at tara's. when i got there it was late-ish, fell asleep to little britain & smartfood, then woke up the next day to go for a mini tour around guelph U. and the guelph area with tara. i then went home, got horribly lost by cleverly chosing the 404 South, and had lil cry while wondering if i was ever gonna make it home before my cell phone dies out...a well awkward and dodgy situation for sure....

i went to night school, met up with keith and attempted to plan costumes for halloween (while we "intellectually" chatted about our lives, in a mcdonalds, because ya kno...we both love to talk about ourselves, esp. in a classyplace such as that lol). after the guelph drive i think i will gladly and more then willingly be taking a bus to windsor nxt fri w. keith.

i called maisa the other day out of the blue to see how she is and we've been talking back an forth for a few days, she called me this morning and we talked for awhile. she's pretty much the same except for a few positive and definate changes.

oh my friend from Cuba, Yordi has finally come to canada, i sent him an email today because i can't wait to see him. i have known this guy for almost 6 years and i love him to death, its about time he was here with his wife, im super happy for them.

apart from all of the above drama because you know, THERES SO MUCH DRAMA (that i make for myself), im keeping busy with endless school work and walmart slave..im mean shifts...and i can't wait to go see LADY SOVEREIGN on TUESDAY (make way for the ESS-OH-VEE)

TAKE CARE ALL, ciao

i went to school for what seemed the longest day ever, got on the ttc, freya then fettched me and my family and I went out for steve's birthday! (no close calls this time) im comatosely tired 4 hrs of sleep and karaoke will do that to ya.

fuck u kno ur bored/should be doing something else when u update ur lj...today was a loooong SNOWY day..how bad do i wanna punt that groundhog right now? pretty badly..mmhhm.

thank god i have tommorrow off because this week so far is eating me alive and monday is barely over!! i had an 800 word paper due today (or next week?)by midnight and in my struggles to get home from school and do everything but this paper, i succeeded in not finishing this paper worth 15%...now by being the worst procrastinating mother f-er the world has seen i am slowly tossing,tossing,tossing my hard borrowed college tuition money into the crapper never to be seen again unless i am generously granted the extension i desire until 8am tommorrow morning. okai the assignment premise was to write a research paper, 800 words, citing my resources about a recent news event and how it relates to my purchasing class...easier explained then done TRUST ME..

i emailed my england family and my aunt replied that she'd love to have me but hasn't much room whatever that means...so i need to phone her and talk to her about this prospective trip in may.
neil & jon are apparently going to Ireland in the summer, and have a radio show on tuesdays at 11pm it begins tommorrow here's the link if y'all are interested www.fusionradio.ca it should be entertaining at the very least, also at the website u can listen to it live online...i learned all this on friday when i semi-awkwardly chilled with neil (same ol), bernie (alot nicer then the guy i used to know),rich (quite colourless, yet entertaining) & jon (awkward fellow as always) as well as lisa & vanessa first to watch carlo meriano play acousticaly in the coffee shop, then for poker at neil's. it was nice to see the girls and a few of the guys... but it would have definately been way less awkward if only jon had not kept asking me questions about my sexual experiences AND if only i could play poker even at all...! hey bernie even offered to drive me home, COO. I GOT BEDOUIN SOUNDCLASH TICKETS (March 4th) FINALLY & I THINK I MIGHT GET TO MEET THEM TOO! MY FRIEND VALEYIA HAS KNOWN ONE OF THEM FROM JK-OAC...coo! i'm excited f'sho.

Things I have learned= Don't get involved in the guys poker night, i need my G2 a-snap AND I really need to clean up my life! (also my room)

w/evs thats just me for now love2all

okai i wish i weren't to lazy to update this bad boy betta, and mebbe throw in some propa pronuciations and spellings but i don't caiiir. (and im sleepy)so i was late for work again 3rd time this week (i should be fired, but surprisingly am not), i went to the dentist the other day and through a cruel twist of fate had a checkup (unscedualed)which led to me having bleeding gums and 4 freezing needles in my mouth, in short it FUCKING SUCKED bad. chris was home last night for the night but i missed her bcuz the communication was off...ie i had previous plans to go out to see a friend Julie in mississagua (SP?) and they never flew so i ended up going to Earl of Witchchurchi s.ville, drinking meeting a chap named Ronald Ben..etc and he paid for ur cab home bcuz he said he couldn't stand to see a mexican walk home in the cold (i was with levi & freya) so we were like sweet! when i got back i drunkenly set my alarm and clearly i did it wrong bcuz when i woke up at ""8:20"" it was actually 11:20 WTF?WTF?WTF? so i was late today........i fail.......school this week is everyday cept' TUESDAY and it's gonna be a busy FUCKING- LONG-ASS semester, but i think it'll be fun! all i hafta do is appeal my friggin english mark because my savage of a teacher didn't like me.....i signed up to go snowboarding? (i'll most def. break myself doing that F'SHO) and tubing (slightly safer only slightly tho) im excited/ scared fo my life.
i have my fave teacher and i'm really excited about her class i have it fridays 11:30-2:20 this lady knows her shit honestly i f'ing love her, she's 28 and really knows how to communicate with us in such a way that just ROCKS. (I ADDED AN ENGLISH TO MY TIMETABLE TO MAKE IT 8 CLASSES/week)(im screwd)(F'SHO)

IM READING A BOOK>>> A Million Little Pieces, By James Frey
I'm addicted to that damn book i can barely put it down i just keep wanting to know whats going to happen next to this guy, goddamn its good. Oprah knows her shit, F'SHO. Sarah ur sister was reading it right? and my mom got her copy from her occasional friend as a gift, its interesting although thought by some to be very fabricated????

Mastercard f me up, i really only should be paying $78/month not $400...:}

Freya is really getting to me right now bcuz i see this selfish side of her alot more lately..since when did getting married make u forget how u were raised? since now i guess...i called her a bitch at dinner..uncalled for?? (umm i think not)

my room is the cleanest its maybe ever been, and all my laundry is almost done....there were mountains of it for serious (gross i know, i also have way to many clothes)

MY I WANNA LIST

get my G2 (im sooooo scared, i don't feel safe on the road)
go to england in the summer
redecorate my room
actaully send off my application to go work on a cruise ship for 3 months :|
do well this semester in school
actually visit tara in guelph
see sarah's new place in may (may 4th-ish)
spend more time with friends
get a better job?
go to momentos
get a 2001 Jeep Grand Cherokee ($6000, used) good idea? bad idea?((I DON'T REALLY LIKE THE CAR BUT ITS CHEAP RIGHT?? AND HAS WHEELS...))[I PROBABLY WON'T BUT WHATEV)


i saw wedding crashers on dvd tonight(where is ben stiller? they left him outta this one eh?)

anywho maybe i'll remeber to update again soon...???
ONLY IF UR LUCKY

LONG DISTANCE HUGS :)

PS also at some point i will write all about my trip back to brisas (NOV)

listen...i havn't updated in a thousand billion, bedillion years so heres a lil taste/ all that i can remember for now>>

-i work at Giant Tiger con the faboulous Sarah pretty much every day of the week as a cashier
- yes i still work at McD basically whenever i'm not working at GT which convieniently provides me with a paycheck the opposite week to GT (handy)(filthy handy actually)
-the 2 weeks before the Bellville weekend i went to Momentos on Yorkville both wednesdays where my sister&fiancee attempted to set me up with Fernando and Hector both too old for me (31 & 29 + 2 kids) OYE VEY! All in all i had a greta time at the club and it really did me good to go out and dance mi ass off to the music i oh so love
-i went to Belleville last weekend met a guy named Aaron on the bus we hit it off and i got his number, which would be wierd if he weren't moving to the T. like he is hmmm (he's really sweet and nice, not to mention good looking)
-once the bus ride was over i got picked up by lovely Miss Shannon at the station and continued on for a weekend of cottaging, drinkin (minimally), 4 Wheeling through swamps, getting just murdered by mosquitos, hamburgers, hanging out in Napanee with Claire & Shannon, Chilufya, Good times
-after getting back to Scar. Town Cent. got picked up late by Freya & Honey (Levi) and his mom who had just come that friday from Mexico and speaks maybe two words of english (she is just an adorable person)
-all this week i have been working like a whore i paid my whole year's tuition on wednesday (wit mastercard) and wish my papiers for citizenship would come in the mail bcuz apart from Honey i am the only one in houuus who isn't citizenized yet DAMNNIT
-SARAH'S PARTY FRIGGIN ROCKED> melon & peachy drinks, shitloads of ppl, good music, surprises, Windsorites Tanille & Steph were in attendance, Neil and Jon each brought lady friends ie. I definately lied about not so much like-ing him anymore cuz i was frigging jealous (its like a cold i can't shake, i need to move on....!!!), anyway he still has my belt and if this girl is his gf i need that belt even more now for some reason..(IM A FAG and deserve to be shot) YUP! what a strange mix of ppl i must say good times
-RIBFEST & BluesFest at Mkm Fair Grounds with Sarah, Chris, Ashley, Keith (my ribbing tagteam partner) and Steph & Tanille....man i ate sooo many friggin ribs and they were good...YES...but ill feeling making ohh...Listen i bought a bracelet and a belt made from coconut shell yessss i can buy anymore though as cool as they are
-after we watched The Goonies ("Hey u guuuuuys!") and princess Diaries (which i love)and ate ice cream
- now its sunday and i fear the work week ahead as i sit and partially watch Emeril do his thing on the tv, im tired and am going to a bbq at Levi's brother's house (who we just recently found out is also an illegal immigrant) shit son what is it with those Murillo boys.....meh should be interesting im trying to revive my spanish so as not to look dumb when speaking to their madre Lupita...
-the wedding is on Aug 15th
-my friend Darren has moved to Newmarket and maybe i'll axctaully get to see him sometimes now
-thats all

Hasta Luego,
love Hayl

shit its been a fucking long time since my last post but here goes i went for that R.A interview and didn't get it and was sad at the time but it's been soo long now that i no longer care about it, i'm glad tho that i became tight with CLAIRE, SHANNON,(who both are gonna be R.As nxt yr) and HELEN who all i only jus got to start know on the marathon R.A interview day, and have been wicked tight with them since, umm manni is still fine as can be BUT is currently diddling Ginger so no thanks to that (i am fairly over him), oh hmm my 19th it was almost awful but thanks to Claire, Alina (my best res friend), and Chilufya (who i only had met afew days before my birthday who i now fucking love to death) it was saved! jon called me a bitch (ASSHOLE) and neil was frustrating as usual...chris was un well but all in all it was a fun time i think i never actually got drunk tho...sarah called at midnight which was fucking-a and yah..i got a sweet straightener, some awesome clothes, the kelly clarkson & Jlo cds and so other wicked stuff today a shirt (from tara) lip stuff&earrings (ash), gift certificate (keith) SNAZZY EH?...yah the last part is the hence to my confusion/irritation...but oh well...okai i met a boy named chris on the 10th becuz he was having a birthday party due to his 20th birthday being on the 12th of march (My 19th being the 13th, CRAZY EH?) he asked coco & claire for my email and we've been talking an chillin since then so...oh in th past week i went out for helens b-day at jack astors on friday, then the red room and chris's party after (jasmine came along to all ofthe events of th night) fun.fun an more fun, also i decided to stay up all night wit alina and claire the other day (tues night i believe) after watching Selena (i love that movie) in the lounge wit Helen and claire i didn't feel tired at all cuz i had napped from 1:30-7pm.., monday i was fuckin overloaded wit hwk due tues so i was stressin....um sat i closed at mcdicks and then got my boss to drive me back to res to celebrate wit helen who had sadly passed out by the time i got there...i proceeded to take JD straight 5 shots, 1 shot of rum and chase them all with my cuba libre...i was M-A-s-H-e-D lol and i kept saying dumb things and i had a heart to heart with shannon and claire oh man....*DRUNK*, also Helen an Claire bought me a box of crayons (yay) and we had a coluoring book&pie night on st patty's day,i had to explain to coco what saint patty's day was...awww...those damn latinos..lol..on wedneday night i went to chilu's and watched cellular with him, alina, lukie (chilu's roomate), chris and noel (alright movie) and yesterday being thursday shannon left to home (Napanee) for the weekend and i watched Ray with chris (good flick) chris seems like a decent guy so who knows..? Noel seems to have this thing about grabbing my belly, lord knows i hate the flub, Noel thinks its cute an wants to take it back to Jamaica with him i said he can have it..lol anyway i'll update sooner when i have more to say laters y'all

Hasta luego
Much love

P.s i met astranger that knows me in tim hortons today....ODD also i say megan stefani last weekend very odd shes still super sweet tho..

funfilled weekend as par usual when sarah an chris are in town...erm..in case anyone was wondering the sit uation with Mr. Venezuela is as follows i don't think there is any chance of anyting happening between us, its quite sad really because he is so damn cute...plus i thought we had something...STUPID BOYS...i think i hate em all!! last week got into the wicked biggest fight with my parents over something that that thought i should apologize for, which i didn't think i needed to, so for the weekend and until today i was the estranged daughter (there was a forced apology by me), i was sick of being told i wasn't welcome there (my house) until i apologized...ergggg..i hate compromising my values...!!! anyway kirsty stayed over wed-thurs (fun,fun), fri i escaped down to union very sneakyily and picked up sarah whose train was wicked late, ate at harveys (sarah gave me my valentine, i luurve it) we trekked it back to Scar. and my res, lay around, then met chris at Scar.T.Cent. saw SONIA (sooo randomn) and then later went to chris's fo a lil shindig (oh man the booze), awesome time at chris's, very drunken, very awesome...lol...fun fun...hahaha woke everyone up soo friggin early (sorry guys) and neil volentarily drove me back to my res in time for
9:30 when i met up with Shiva, Amanda, Ian and Noel to go to Shiva's (Don Mills & Sheppard) for a Persian lunch, it was really cool an fun, after about 5-6 hrs Dion (shiva's roomate) drove me back to the res...i showered, then went to see Rachael Newbury in J.C.S.S she was quite the lil dancing queen..then after that we got pizza an ate till we felt ill, i slept over, sun i had an awesome meal with sarah and her granparents yumm...to be continued.................................

shit well as a quick sum up me an neil aren't going to Windsor anymore as of yesterday due to too much school work, um mary my roomie is still awesome, i'm starting my new job today at 3:30 ($8.50/hr) , we tried to go to red room again cuz im an optimist, but sadly after walking there and me freezing my shoulder tips off we found it had shut down like 2 hrs early, for coming out they are gonna give us some free shit (tshirts, or something) meh sweet! i had a heart to heart with neil and it turned out to be the longest and first REAL convo i think i've ever had with him, it was nice...>> : ) >>sarah might be coming home the first weekend of feb now as it turns out, and well damn oh i got my meningitus C shot on tues (it was free from my school) and my arm still hurts like a savage...wtf is that all about...owie.... errm i think im gonna try making my hair curly today but its a lot of effort, yay one two step is on the radio, i fucking am obsessed with that song...i swear chris i will learn that dance lol!! ("i love it when u one two step") oh i was eating lunch/ skipping demensions and who appeared but HEATHER HOSICK, wandering around like a lost lamb in my cafeteria...aww she's soo fucking adorable, thats the only way to describe her seriously...she's pretty much the same only she seems to have direction, which is good i'm happy for her, she might come to centennial nxt yr so that'd be cool, we chilled for a good hr then we both hadta run...it was refreshing...also she told me that sarh and chris are good people and that there should be more good people like them nowadays....lol..i jus love the kid.. anyway i gotta go shower before work (EXCITED) an oh also i'm gonna try to get into government on firday, with my peeps from centennial (mel, alena, amanda, shiva, dionne, and ?mary?) i think it'll be fun and it's only 5 buckeroos for bus, cover and bus back here so yah, im excited about that too, i applied to be an R.A for next year so i hope i get it....fingers crossed....any way i gotsta get fed and clean so

LATERs My LOVes

ghetto girl, hayl

About you...
-- Name: HAYLEY
-- Age: 18
-- Birthdate: March 13, 1986
-- Birthplace: SOME HOSPITAL IN BEXLYHEATH, KENT, UK
-- Eye color: Brown
-- Hair color: MED-DARK BROWN
-- Height: 5'5"
-- Righty or lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: PISCES

Random...
-- Your heritage: ENGLISH, INDIAN-PORTUGUESE
-- The shoes you wore today: MY BLACK REYKJAVIKS (PLATFORM RUNNERS)
-- Your weakness: FREE STUFF AND THE CHANCE TO HAVE FUN
-- Your fears: ANY BUGS, DEAD ANIMALS, SCARY MOVIES, SCARY LOOKING PPL, SEWER GRATES
-- Your best friend(s): SARAH, CHRISTINE + A FEW OTHERS
-- Your perfect pizza: PINEAPPLE, GREEN PEPPER, CHICKEN

Your...
-- Your most overused words on AIM: LOL OR JK
-- Your thoughts first waking up: HMM WHAT CLASS DO I HAVE IN 15 MINUTES
-- Your favorite physical feature: MY ARMS AND LEGS FROM THE KNEE DOWN LOL UM MY EYEBROWS (NOW)
-- Your bedtime: WHEN I CAN'T TALK ANYMORE
-- Your most missed memory: ANYTIME I'VE DONE SOMETHING TRUELY DUMB AND MY FRIENDS WERE DOING IT WITH ME, ALSO I MISS THE CONFIDENCE I USED TO HAVE MORE OF

Favorite and either or...
-- Soda: SPRITE
-- Fast food joint: BOURBON ST GRILL/ POPEYE'S
-- Single or group dates: GROUP IF THERE MIGHT BE AWKWARDNESS
-- Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: NESTEA
-- Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE
-- Cappuccino or coffee: CAPPACINO

Do you...
-- Smoke: NOT REGULARLY AND NOT CIGARETTES
-- Cuss: MAYBE TOO MUCH
-- Sing: ALWAYS
-- Take a shower every day: EVERY OTHER DAY OR WHEN I FEEL UNCLEAN
-- Have a crush: NOPE
- Do you think you've been in love: NO...POSSIBLY...WHO KNOWS?
-- Want to go to college:I WANNA GO TO CENTENNIAL WHEN I GROW UP
-- Like high school: I F-ING LOVED IT AT THE TIME, AND LOOK BACK FONDLY
-- Want to get married: YES ONE DAY
-- Believe in yourself: IF IM SURE YES OTHERWISE IT DEPENDS
-- Get motion sickness: IF I ATTEMPT TO READ AND ITS A LONG TRIP
-- Think you're attractive: WELL I'M NOT BUTT UGLY, BUT I COULD DO WITH MORE EXCERCISE
-- Think you're a health freak: NO BUT I DO EAT AND DRINK THINGS THAT ARE GOOD FOR ME DESPITE THIER TASTE (...ERR GREEN TEA AND FLAX BAGELS, IM ADDICTED)
-- Get along with your parents: YES WE HAVE AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP
-- Like thunderstorms: YES AND NO THEY FREAK ME OUT SOMETIMES
-- Play an instrument: NO I WISH THOUGH

In the past month have you...
-- Gone to the mall: NO
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: NO
-- Eaten sushi: NEVER!
-- Been dumped: NO
-- Made homemade cookies: NO
-- Dyed your hair: YES

When you get older...
-- Age you hope to be married: 24-30?? OR WHENEVER THE PERFECT GUY COMES ALONG
-- Numbers of children: 1 ADOPTED FIRST THEN, 1 LITTLE CURLY HAIRED GIRL
-- Describe your dream wedding: ON A BEACH, EARLY EVENING, HIBISCUS FLOWERS EVERYWHERE, SURROUNDED BY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, A BREEZE, ME IN PLAIN-ISH WHITE DRESS, GROOM IN BLACK PANTS, WHITE DRESS SHIRT (SHORT SLEEVED) WITH A HIBISCUS BOUTONNIERE
-- How do you want to die: SKYDIVING OR IN MY SLEEP (EITHER OPTION PREFERABLY PAINLESS)
-- Where do you want to go to college: AT CENTENNIAL, SCARBOROUGH
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: AN ACCOMPLISHED WORLD TRAVELLER, ALIVE WORKS TOO THO
-- What country would you most like to visit: ITALY, SPAIN, AUSTRALIA, (APPARENTLY CHINA) SCRATCH THAT ALL OF THEM

On a GUY
-- Best eye color: ANYTHING STRIKE-ING GREEN/ BLUE
-- Best hair color: DARK BUT REALLY ANYTHING BUT RED USUALLY WORKS
-- Short or long hair: SHAGGY LONG OR SHORT AND STYLED
-- Height: 5'5- 5'9
-- Best weight: MEDIUM
-- Style: PUNKY, LATIN, OR W/E AS LONG AS THEY CAN ROCK IT WELL
-- Best first date location: DEPENDS ON THE FELLER
-- Best first kiss location: W/E

Number of...
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2 AT LEAST
-- Number of CDs that I own: UMM A MILK CRATE FULL
-- Number of piercings: 3 IN LEFT 2 IN RIGHT
-- Number of tattoos: ZERO SO FAR
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: ONCE (ACTUALLY REFERRING TO ME)
-- Number of scars on my body: TONS I'M ACCIDENT PRONE-ISH
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A BUNCH BUT I TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT THEM

OTHER QUIZ THINGY>>>>

1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection: HILARY DUFF OR KALAN PORTER OR GOOD CHARLOTTE (W/E I DON'T CARE I LIKE IT)
2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night: JUICE OR FOODWISE ERM...COLD CHICKEN FINGERS
3. How much money would it take to give up the Internet for one year: LOTS AT LEAST A MILLION BUCKS
4. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie: MIGHTY JOE YOUNG
5. Do you have a completely irrational fear: UMM YES SCARY MOVIES CUZ MOST OF THAT STUFF WOULDN'T HAPPEN
6. What is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments: I BITE MY CHEEK/INNER LIP, PLAY WITH MY HAIR
7. Do you know anyone famous: NAH
8. Describe your bed: SLEEP INDUCE-ING
9. Do you know how to play poker: TEXAS HOLD 'EM VERY BADLY DESPITE BEING TAUGHT BY LIKE 5 PPL
10. What do you carry with you at all times: MY LANYARD (WITH RM KEY, MEAL PLAN/ STUDENT ID, HOUSE KEY), CELL
11. What do you miss most about being little: BEING ABLE TO GET THINGS WITHOUT MONEY AND GETTING TOLD THAT MY SHITTY DRAWINGS WERE GOOD LOL
12. Are you happy with your given name: YES I THINK ITS QWIRKY
13. What color is your bedroom: DARK BLUE WITH SPACE WALLPAPER AND STARS
14. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: I TRY
15. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends:FRIENDS
16. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't: TELEPORT DO THINGS FOR FREE
17. What is your ideal marriage location: TROPICAL BEACH
18. What's one instrument you wish you could play: VIOLIN
19. Something you love and hate: MY F-ING PROGRAM AT COLLEGE
20. What's one language you want to learn: SPANISH FIRSTLY THEN MANDARIN, THEN ANY OTHERS
21. What do you order at a bar: CUBA LIBRE, SCREWDRIVER, VODKA 7, PINA COLADA, RUM PUNCH
22. Have you ever pierced your body parts: NOPE I DON'T TRUST MYSELF
23. Do you drive stick: NOPE
24. What's one trait you hate in a person: I AGREE IGNORANCE
25. What kind of watch do you wear: NONE OR A SHREK CEREAL BOX WATCH
26. Do you consider yourself materialistic: AT TIMES
27. Favorite writing instrument: ALWAYS BLACK PENS THEY SEEM MORE PROFESSIONAL..?
28. Do you prefer to blend in or stand out: A LIL BIT OF A AND A LIL BIT OF B
29. Do you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex: NO
30. What is one car you will never buy: A VOLKSWAGON BEATLE I F-ING HATE THOSE THINGS
31. If you won the lottery, what would you do: PAY OFF BILLS FOR LIFE AND BUY CLOTHES THRIFTYLY GO TRAVELLING AND BRING ANONE ELSE WHO WOULD WANNA COME!
32. Burial or cremation: W/E AS LONG AS I GET MY SOUL TAKEN IT'S ALL GOOD
33. If you don't like a person, how do you show it: I TRY TO BE NICE ABOUT IT, OTHERWISE I CAN BE A BITCH
34. What kind of first impression do you think you give people: WEIRDO...MAYBE THE NICE GIRL
35. How many drinks before you're tipsy: IT DEPENDS THE BEVERAGE OF CHOICE
36. Have you ever done any illegal drugs: YES
37. Do you think you're cute: AT TIMES
38. Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends: NO I STRIP IN THE CAR AS WE DRIVE SOMETIMES
39. Whats the most painful experience you've ever had (emotionally and/or physically): ERM WE'LL GO WITH PHYSICALLY AND FALLING DOWN STAIRS HURTS
40. Favorite communication method: LIVE OR 2ND BEST THE PHONE


WOW I HOPE MY ANSWERS WERE ENTERTAINING BUT REAL,
TAKE CARE HUGS
H.

QUIZ-A-MA-JIG

Sarah and I are: BEST FRIENDS
Sarah is: FUCKING AWESOME
Sarah isn't: FAKE
Sarah makes me feel: COMFORTABLE WHEN I'M BEING DUMBASS.
One thing that I like about Sarah is: THAT SHE'LL TELL ME WHEN I NEED TO GET A BACKBONE.
If I could change one thing about Sarah , I would: MAKE WHERE SHE LIVES RIGHT NOW CLOSER.
Sarah should: QUIT SCHOOL TO SAIL THE SEVEN SEAS/ GO ON VACATION WITH ME WHEN WE BOTH HAVE MONEY
If Sarah were a color, she would be: RED
If Sarah were an animal, she would be: A TIGER (RRRAR...JK,...I DUNNO)
If Sarah were a candy, she would be: A CANDY WHISTLE (THOSE THINGS ARE GREAT)
If Sarah were a song, she would be: YEAH-USHER (JUS CUZ I KNO SHE LIKES THAT SONG)
I dislike it when Sarah: GETS MAD AT ME/ CALLS ME A STAIN (OR A CUNT)
If I could be with Sarah right now, I would: MAKE SWEET SWEET LOVE ....JK...I WOULD HUG HER FIRST THEN WATCH DEAD LIKE ME ON HER COMPUTER
If I could give Sarah one thing, it would be: A HIGH PAYING JOB/ or A TELEPORTING MACHINE
Sometimes, when I think of Sarah , I: FANTASIZE...ERR I MEAN I UH..DAMMIT...JK...I CHUCKLE TO MYSELF/ LAUGH ABNOXIOUSLY OUT LOUD
Sarah and I have: SO MANY ADVENTURES UNDER OUR BELTS AND SO MANY MORE TO HAVE
One thing that makes Sarah different is her: ABILITY TO BE UNIQUE IN A CROWD OF SHEEP...BASICALLY

ANYWAIZE IM OUTTIE
LOVE Y'ALL BYE BEBS

um k i think this thing is freaky...lol>> is it true??

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meh who knows? anyway red room was sucktacular oh well, and Mel is driving me nuts, classes are sweet and i'm wicked happy that sarah chris were able to find places for nxt yr YAY GUYS!!, Freya got propsed to and engaged on Friday night which was great and im sooo excited for them, the weekend was spend doing family type stuffs so...eh...fun fun i had a really weird dream last night in which i was going to china with yas....very odd..if u care to know i'll elabortae if not then i'll save u the reading, hahaha i'm avidly planning a trip to WINDSOR for THURSDAY FEB 3-SUNDAY the 6th any takers?? so far it's neil and myself and possibly keith/ashley/nicole from GT...??

OMG i had my eyebrows and my upper lip threaded and tweezed last night in a surprise attack from SHIVA and her sister,( oh man i love that kid..she persian and she's just sooo sweet, shes always doing stuff for other ppl awww...) it hurt almost like a bitch, but wasn't super bad, i did shed a tear tho of pain (i;ll admit it) but just one im no wuss-ass..lol..., i made my hair obscenely straight after school today with Alena's (my across the hall neighbour) straightener which is really goood so with the hair and the new 'brows' i look relatively sweet today...YEH! lol..PLUS i'm fully wearing my A.R.F t-shirt yah..oh the nostalgia..hahaha i miss everyone and really want a digital camera so i can post pics of ppl round here and such....oh i was in math class today and it occured to me that my teacher was definately teaching us how to add fractions (SERIOUSLY) so i was like WAIT deja vu of grade four...i'm going on our break and not coming back so i did so and like any good corruptor i got freya,mel, and naema to do the same haha stupid grade for fractions...what a dumb class....honestly last week we learned how to multiply numbers (ie 0x2...no joke...i swear) so its gonna be an A++ for sure lol i'm gonna go search for food until nxt time

tk care my darlings
love ya
HAYLEY

okai so i miss everyone alot...mmm and i am planning a visiting trip to as many as i can.....hmmm i don't feel much like typing but i'll prolly call around tonight, i plan to sneak into the club on campus, red room tommorrow so we'll see

love u, au revoir
moi

okai okai where to start..>>>

SUN i moved into rez exciting but weird, the whole family came to move me in, rm 423, 4th floor, awesome the same as sarah

MON some of ma girls (yas then sarah, tara an chris) came to my rez to visit moi, which was wicked exciting and i was glad that they could come, we then went to golden griddle where we ate some yum food, collected some condiments...teehee and then sadly parted ways..i sat around bored for awhile then anxiously awaited meeting my new roomie..., i got my dad to take me back to stouffville in anticipation of the plans of the following day, once in the s dot chris came an picked up me an sarah who both went to sleep over at her place..

TUES we had agreed to meet neil at b.a for about 11:30, but due to hair straightening, and dead like me of the night before we couldn't haul ass in time to actually get up..(+ Chris never set any kind of alarm so..lol..*chuckles*), we awoke to neil calling my cell, at about 12:30 asking what was going on...errr..oops!..lol...(u gotta love how neil expected us not to be there at 11:30 so he didn't go either..lol), anyway when we finally got ourselves sufficiently less ugly-fied we left , got neil, and went to b.a to visit shlecter, some other teachers who i didn't have and titus (who totally reminded us of Steve Zissou), and ehlers who decided to make a spectacle of us and our chosen schools to his current class...lol.. we also saw diblee, pyle and cournoyea (love em!)they were schooling it up, courtney and foy (loong time no see) who were randomnly also visiting (crazyness)and tanya and winkler (which was sufficiently awkward bcuz of whatever with me and winkler AND twofold because i hadta tell neil the whole story..) after that we got tim's, sarah hadta pee so we sorta got into a macedonian orthodox church basement where we searched for a bathroom...only to get freaked out by the guy in the church and scare the be-jesus out of him at the same time....lol we caught the bus after and go-bused it downtown, did the queen street thing (fun fun), met neil's cousin (nice fellow), saw Finding Neverland (- half and hr)at Canada Square theatre, then missioned it back to our respective dwellings , mine being at rez, we parted ways at scarborough town center and then i returned to "my hotel room" where sleep was had...

WED school *shudder* i had marketing, then human resources, then dimensions in tourism which all seem alright so far...i showed naema (my same b-day buddy) and mel my room and quickly found out from front desk that my roomate wasn't coming and that they were moving me!!! arrrrrr ANGRY i voiced my annoyance to front desk and they had a slew of excuses lined up so i was just irratated...i asked them where i was to be put and they said rm 328, 3rd floor i reluctantly agreed then went to meet my new roomate MARY who is awesomely nice, and oddly like me...hmmm...i got mel to help me move all my shiznaki to the new spot and spent the rest of last night moving furnature and organizing the super bigh room as well as talking with Mary and two new potential friends Aleena (sp?) and Amanda....good times...somewhere in the midst of this sarah and chris came by and met the roomate as well as mel, aleena, and amanda and we all got along swimmingly (lol)as far as i'm concerned..and sarah good resolution..he is a pest tho still...hmmm...

THURS day off day yay slept in lazed around, cleaned and set up more, watched pet miracles (soo cute, what a brave puppy) woke sarah up, watched more t.v, man in the iron mask...then headed to get food but failed because it closed earlier then i thought...anyway who knows i think sarah an chris are coming to cut and dye my hair tonight?? or tommorrow??

anyways laters y'all love ya

okai heres the situachion, k.. im gonna try and thhrow a new years party and if my folks don't like it tough..umm no actually ill ask them/ beg them today i know exactly what cards to play so..eeeee good luck to me i suppose...shaun of the dead funny, funny movie saw it last night and the events of the night before last are perfectly depicted by both sarah and tara..hehehe..ummm so everybody keep tommorrow free and i'll work my magique...either call me tonight or i'll call u..

fair thee well
hayley

I have my blue contacts finally and MY EYES STING LIKE A BITCH, but they look friggin wicked! they totally don't look like my eyes its crazy.. haha oh man the vainity is rediculous..lol..i did my eng exam this morning (thats right in the a.m) it was an essay(i loathe them) which i had two hours to write comparing three essays I've read, and it took me a whole hour to figure out what i was doing and how i should organize my ideas and then i wrote the entire 5 pg essay in the last hour....yo it was close and a half (and three smidgins)..lol..guess what my homework for tonight is?? to mix alcohols to make a drink for my beverage knowledge presentation tommorrow, and poor me i hafta taste test the drink...;)...how will i survive? im thinking pineapple juice, bacardi, grenadine, curcao and sprite(?) its a work in progress so who knows??..
oh man...i have my christmas partay tommorrow and i'm soooo excited to show everyone my contacts...eeeeeyyyee...anyway gotta go drink for homework ttyl
take care
:)__;)__:)__;)
'Luurve Ya'
Hayley

okai so im wicked bored right now..and i should be studying for my monday exam but would rather gauge out my own eyes then do that so forget it till at least tommorrow. due to the events of the week which have been discussed with i think pretty much all whom are involved, i have made things a tad awkward for others..(?) and definately for myself...i apologize but i only said what i felt was necessisaire...Yas is home, which is awesome and soon so will everyone else... can't wait to see ppl..YAY..*lil jump for joy*, i have the oppertunaty to potentially buy a car for $1000, which is not too shabs plus the guy has already done work on it so i might jump on that...hmm...i hate exams but am super excited to move into res...currently (sarah reminded me earlier) that it's 2 weeks till christmas (well now 2 weeks less a day)so im becoming a tad frantic about the impending christmasness of it all including the gia-normous amount of presents to buy....errr...i'm am so obscenely busy with absolute shit this week the only two good things are my: 1. McD's X-Mas Partay and 2. that the semester is over ON THE FRIDAY (Dec 17th), take a gander at this lil biotch>>>

MON:> ENGLISH: IN-CLASS ESSAY EXAM (i despise essays with a passion)
TUES:> BEVERAGE KNOWLEDGE:FINAL DRINK PRESENTATION & ACCOUNTING:EXAM REVIEW(sadly much needed)
~MC'D X-MAS PARTY~
WED:> PRESENTING AND COMMUNICATING EFFECTIVELY:FINAL PRESENTATION (really hard) & FOOD FUNDAMENTALS: EXAM (considering we weren't told whats on the exam it'll be bitchin)
THURS:> ACCOUNTING: EXAM (double arghh..its gonna be wicked hard)
FRI:> GEOGRAPHY: EXAM (considering my teacher is a monster it'll be really hard as well)

I HATE THAT THINGS WITH FRIENDS CAN GO BAD...

`*fINAL tHOUGHT*`
GRRRR iS iT bETTER tO sUGARCOAT sOMETHINGS? i hATE tHAT tHINGS wILL nEVER gO bACK tO nORMAL...wHATEVER tHAT uSED tO bE...hOW tHE hELL cAN sOME tHINGS cHANGE sOOO mUCH bUT oTHERS nOT sEEM tO cHANGE aT aLL?? i mEAN wHO kNEW tHINGS wOULD bE tHIS wAY??
(sorry i know that was randomn but w/e until next time, love you all, thanks to my friends for keeping me sane, oh how i miss feeling like everything is okai..)

Tk Care

Okai considering the fact that i haven't updated in over a month, seems like less then that, i have alot to write! shit man i can't believe its been sooo long...how the hell do you back track that friggin much?? ahhh okai welll..i guess starting from today.>>>>>

Nov 11
slept in late-ish, had to go to school for eng, bev knowledge, and am now waiting until i ahfta go to accounting, im a little slicdexic today which is sad cuz i can't really communicate very well, and im trying to do a post...tres tragique(??)..ooo oh io handed in my final paperwork to move into residence this morning before english and i am very excited, i had to choose two pictures whichwould be used on my residence id cards and i definately chose the best pics of myself that i own..lol (crafty no?)im glad that i'm in!! YAY! i have a bitchin lot of projects to do so it upsets me un petit peux..and a stress me alot also.

Nov 10
Yesterday..i spoke to christine for about half an hour, and Julie called and we talked for about the same amount of time about various going-on-ings and was briefly entertained by some much craved Cuba tidbits..(yes i kno im a fag) in classes yesterday i made gazpacho and duchesse potatoes (turned out real nicely)and got 9/10 on it, which was pretty sweet, i also had presenting and communicating effectively which we did nothing in...boring but have started a project on Club Med..which'll be fun, when it's done that is..

Nov 9 ....to be continued..

hola mi chicas!!!

como estas? (that one is for you sarah, tu practica tus espanol?) My word of the week is: *unfortunate*..lol..SORRY once again for this mother of a posting..>> BASICALLY I'M VERY FRUSTRATED AND BORED WITH MY LIFE AND NEED SOMETHING NEW, ANYTHING!! IM JUST BORED YET ODDLY EXCITED, BUT FOR WHAT IM NOT SURE...
Heres the Happenings of Hayl in reverse chronological order>>>

TODAY
Went downtown wandered around for hours in my break from school, then bought 4 shirts which in total came to $26, not to shabs eh? i love my shice-ty ways anyway lol ate Eaton Center ManChu Wok and then fell asleep in the car on the way back to dropping Levi off at his Keele and Wilson apartment, by the time i got home all in all it was around 8 in the PM and im sleepy again?(tres odd) okai, when i got back i decided to ring down to Cuba to see how all mi amigas y amigos are and managed to get ahold of no other then DANIS, who managed to talk the talk as par usual(the Cuban way), and whom which speaks far better english then he ever did, allowing me to carry out an extreamely well communicated conversation, the convo ended up being about 15 minutes long and only ending because he had to get into costume to be in the "cho" as the father in their Romeo and Juliet "Cho"...its crazy talking to somewhere you've been becuz i could hear the band i saw when i was there playing in the background on the phone(lol), all is well there.. i hope to get an email from him tommorrow, but it's funny how you can miss someone you havn't seen in a long time..JUST BTW he still talks about me to ppl..how sweet, and asks them how i am...

YESTERDAY (TUES)
i caused huge problems because of my big mouth?? i talked to tara again an recieved some good news...yay...and potentially severely upset un buen amiga para mi (tara)(dammit)..Jon is an ass an i will not talk to him anymore, and thats a promise (unless its to tell him how much of an asshole he is), i hope mi amiga is ok. yesterday i had Levi help me write a email to mi cubanito Danis to find how he is and how everyone at Las brisas is also...the reason i needed the assistance? is because Danis' english is no soo good and its alot easier when u have a fluent speaker helping you out.any ways i sent that off..i need to call him tho cuz otherwise he won't check his email...i want to contact another friend of mine who was a Brisas entertainer until he came to Toronto last week? Yunior...i'd love to see him and see what he thinks of the t.o, and canada in general, im lookin into the matter for sure..i slept over at Levi's on this wicked fold out sofa-bed (tres comf) bcuz Freya is too lazy to come to get me in stouffville, meh w/ev its no biggie..im used to this ish by now.

MON
I had gay presenting an communicating effectively class the only reason to go to school an it was an hour long..(cuz we were late but still)..plz gauge my eyes out it was boredom at its best...

SUN
i met chris at the mall. chilled around looked at picks, before that went an help sarah pick out some hair colur (dark brown..nice)

SAT
Saw the Forgotten wit sarah, chris and Neil after laser questing it up for my brother's 12th b-day but that movie was the frickin weirdest god damn movie i ever seen in my life (excuse the bad grammer plz?)i mean i swear i peed my pants (not literally) 4 times..shit man it was one of those slow going shocker flicks it was rediculous to say the least, plus i had worked 6-2pm earlier in the day

FRI
Went to go to tims wit keith, ash, sarah and chris, but made a detour to Garden Basket and got neil to come across the road after he was done work and we all chilled there for awhile, later we watched some pirated dodgeball on chris's computer after playing grounders at a very wet park..FUN! FUN! it was good times all around.

i worked like a fiend the thursday before this and i find that i have now updated y'all on my happenings for the week at least, as for montreal at new years now the list includes: Hayl, Chris, Neil, Ash?, Tara, Lisa, Raj?..hmm well..
take care everyone luv ya all & miss you all lots more!
Ciao y Hasta Luego H

okai i am pleased to report that i talked to tara for 2 hrs today an it was awesome we talked about alot of serious ish an man do i miss her,i talked to chris and katie rowen also which was wicked and i got rid of my friday shift!! chris an i are planning a montreal trip for new years an the prices are lookin highly reasonable so anybody interested lemme know its about 3-4 days, and approx $160/person for bus there and hotel...also for that price its 4/room.. sounds fun no? so far Tara, chris an i are in for sure any other takers?? Sarah? i can't wait to see sarah an chris friday hopefully sarah tommorrow even. there was this shice-ty lady at my school trying to sell us dollar store jewellery for hugely jacked up prices, so i was like to my friend mel, this is whacked up lets bounce! oh and these two guys were selling ripped cds an dvds yesterday so like my student ceter has totally turned into "the shice-ty biz market" hahaha i kicked ass at foozeball today againest this guy in the student center and i was pretty happy about it, we played like 7 games and we won most of them!! yeyeye i wonder what the guy's name is?? i forgot to ask..i almost fell asleep in food fundamentals...the class name makes no sense cuz its not FUN yet and it makes u DAM MENTAL lol i dunno anywaize i gotta go tty y'all lata luv you's

shit..well talk about neglecting the hell outta this thing..hmm where to start..okai well i started school on the 6th, which was quite the boring day all in all i had three classes with a two hr break between each..and thankfully we met this girl Melanie (black & hilarious) who is in all of our classes, and who we spend all of our breaks with pretty much, actually we call her MelOn just cuz her name always gets cut off the attendance so the prof is like melon? melon? hahahaha. the whole first week of schoool went alright tres boring but alright just the same i guess.

*FUNNY STORY OF THE WEEK:
I WAS TRYING TO BE ALL STEALTHY AND SLIDE ACROSS A DESK IN GEOGRAPHY(fri) CUZ I WAS TRAPPED IN A CORNER AND THE ENTIRE FREAKIN DESK COLLAPSED, I COULDA CRIED CUZ IT WAS B-R-U-T-A-L NOT TO MENTION PAINFUL BUT I AM LE RECOVERED BUT AWWW MAN IT WAS ROUGH!

my parents came home on tuesday night and of course the managed to point out all the things around the house that they didn't like as opposed to mention anything we did..typical!umm i think freya is gonna move out for sure now leaving me high and dry as far as transport to school goes..mmmgrr..shes even saying blah blah what furnature can i take? im like WTF MAN?..my family is messed..and its so gay i hate it!

there was soo much shit going on last week that i slept at Levi's house on Monday night, talked to sarah (and her two friends, they seem cool) then fell asleep, shamefully i admit i skipped school on tuesday and went to Yorkdale mall where i swear i saw the cutest guy ever who works in GUESS he asked me if Freya and i were latin (so i loved him right off the bat) and we talked a bit and he was super nice and told me i was quite the stylist..double yay for this guy he knows what to say..hmm..i didn't catch his name but Yorkdale is definately only 10-15mins away from Centennial so i will for sure find out! yup i know im a frickin dork..yup *hand motion*..i bought some new jeans and guess what? u can't see my ass crack when i sit down!! im excited by that for sure!! lol FREAK! *somebody yells from the crowd* lol i went home tuesday evening ate, slept, woke up went to school only to be bored to death..mmmrr..the only thing which consoled me was that yay! i could go clubbin that night with Freya and Levi(who i am super glad is around now) I LUURRVE going clubbin it soooo fun!! wEDNESDAY was Mexican Independance day so Levi wanted to go to this drinks included party at Momentos ($30), but when we got there we were made to wait out in the street for about an hr then they wouldn't let me in cuz they checked both mine and Freya's id's and being the same id it just didn't fly..so dicouraged Levi made a phone call and we end up walking right into this other club called Mana (on college street?) that was packed with Mexicans, figures.., and was introduced to un amigo a un amigo of Levi's: Manuel, who only knew how to say three words in english (I LOVE YOU...!)hahahaha so typically latin its rediculous but hey, can that boy dance, man i danced till my feet were gonna fall off, then later in the night right in front of him Levi translated that Manuel wanted to go out with me..lalalala...and that he knew i wasn't interested but i was soo "beeeuuuutiful" that he wanted to keep trying anyway (talk about guts/perseverence eh?) flattering for sure..tee hee...got happily buzzed off three strong rum and cokes..slept at Levi's that night went to school thurs morning came home did nothing then on fri worked 5pm>3am-ish went to sleep then worked sat 12-10:30pm today i've done nothing but house chores an shit, sorting out and ballooning-it-up for stephen's 12th tommorrow actually today i guess it is now i am damn tired, so gnight all and
BTW I FEEL KINDA LIKE I HAVE NO LIFE CONSIDERING ALL MY FRIENDS, OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT THEY WERE CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SAY HI...CHRIS & TARA I UNDERSTAND BUT SARAH HAS EVEN TALKED ME A TON SINCE AND I'VE TALKED TO LIL PEPSI..WHAT I WONDER ARE OTHER PPLS EXCUSES? SORRY TO SOUND BITTER BUT ITS JUST HOW I FEEL.
MUCH LUURRVE hAYL